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[deusvult24]

I feel blah...I have a head cold and feel like beating my head continously against a wall to ease the pain. I had a good birthday, despite the fact that Josh and I weren't talking for 5 days straight, we settled things in time for my Birthday. It's this crazy, awful cycle we get into where we get frusterated with eachother, bicker, fight, stay

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Re: Thank you

[deusvult24]

Josh and I have known eachother for 7 years! I guess I just consider our hearts being together that long. Losing my pregnancies has been the hardest thing I have ever gone through. Man, your mom also went through a tremendous experience! I have had 3 in a row. I am hoping that the next time will be successful. I couldn't imagine having a still born. Tell your mom I admire her courage to keep trying! I'm sure you and your sister were choice spirits that came to bless your mom after all that she had been through. It is amazing to fathom what God has in store for us. Well, I hope you and Brian are doing well. Marriage is hard and we learn something new about ourselves and our tolerance everyday! I think it's natural when things are going bad to wonder what could have been with other people. I had the wierdest dream a few months ago that one of my really good guy friends told me he loved me. He's married to one of my good friends so that's really wierd! The mind takes you to places the heart will never go. I hope above all that you are