i'm fucking retarded lately. i know it's really kate's fault and not mine at all but still. i go into school and know there's no point in doing anything so i don't. my teachers are all a joke, especially when they try to make me do work. i have so many papers to write that were due like a month ago. so i'm screwed. i called kate to get the essay ( Read more... )

i'm anxious. for everything.

i started working at starbucks today. i'm working with that girl, alexis, from koffeeworks and....chris fucking ficken. hahaha but i need money. i'm so poor right now.

my dad should have let me skip school today. we had "career day" which consisted of a motivational speaker who was really offensive and boring as fuck. ( Read more... )

summer approaches. ap testing is over. i'm so done with school. my mind is in a million other places and i'm ready to start new. i'm not really good or bad because there are a lot of both and they just kind of cancel each other out.

we had the senior pops concert on tuesday. even though it really sucked ass, it was the first of several end of the ( Read more... )

i haven't written in a while because after like 4 or 5 years, livejournal gets old. okay so what's going on with my life right now? ap tests and i'm basically done with school. derek and i celebrated our one year anniversary on the 21st. va beach was even better than i anticipated. it got me out of my winter depression. friday night was fucking ( Read more... )

hello. i had my birthday. we didn't end up sleeping at the party the night before but we stayed at garrison's. i pretty much slept under the bed but whatever. clare & caitlin took me out for ice cream and derek took me to dinner. it wasn't quite the adventure i had in mind but the storm foiled some plans and stina got grounded again. it was a quiet ( Read more... )

tonight i applied for a job at starbucks.

my knees are fucked up and i'm not going to do that "10 things" thing that everyone is doing on here. you know why? because i'm a rebel and i'm going against the system.

ah so once again, i'm procrastinating. i don't want to do my bio corrections and i keep thinking about my pygmalion paper. everyone i've talked to said that she never took off points for handing papers in really late so that means i should probably do it since the marking period ends friday...but i really cannot bring myself to do it. i fucking ( Read more... )

EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? no but derek gave me a matching ring on a chain...close enough!

LONGEST RELATIONSHIP: almost a year

LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED: a kazoo from riley! which i so inconsiderately gave to mark.

EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? yeah that's why mine's all fucked up

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? friday @ lax practice

THING(S) YOU ( Read more... )

thank god for lacrosse. i actually feel like i'm doing something for once. according to riley i have sand in my vagina, but that's not the case. i'm in a pretty good mood ( Read more... )