[OOC] Post a CONFESSION Meme

[deviantbass]

Post a CONFESSION Meme by DeviantBass

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[brigadiertardis]

brigadiertardis

[brigadiertardis]

I wish things for you at times that I, perhaps, should not.

[brigadiertardis]

I do not understand. What do you mean?

[brigadiertardis]

There have been times I've contemplated how things might be for us, if certain...circumstances were different, but my motivations are slightly selfish.

[brigadiertardis]

Of what circumstances do you speak?

[brigadiertardis]

The very real fact that your true form at times inhibits me from showing you all that I would desire to, and seems also to engender a certain degree of animosity in you towards those...companions--those who can enjoy what you cannot.

[brigadiertardis]

And what would you desire to show me? What am I unable to do?

Does my animosity bring you sorrow?

[brigadiertardis]

The ability to see the universe as I do.

It brings me sorrow, at times, for an entirely different reason than you might expect.

[brigadiertardis]

I would that I could give you that.

Oh? Explain.

[timewill_tell]

I know.

And it brings me sorrow at times because your animosity seems to be a direct result of your erroneous belief that I might regard my companions more highly, that they might take me away from you, or that you could ever be less than precisely what I need and want.

[brigadiertardis]

Forgive me. That has never been my intent. Am I what you need, though? Even when you require physical proximity?

[timewill_tell]

You are what I need. And when I desire physical proximity, it simply requires a bit more ingenuity on both our parts, I suppose.

[brigadiertardis]

Then I am pleased. I want to be what you need. You do not have to find it in others this way.

[timewill_tell]

I would prefer you never doubted it. And I don't find in others what I can't find in you. Have you honestly ever believed I would, or could, leave you? Have you any desires of your own?

[brigadiertardis]

It is difficult, at times, when you choose to go to them. But I do not believe you are capable of leaving me, no. You would lack your freedom without me.

My own desires? I want only to be with you, Doctor. I have always wanted such a thing.

[timewill_tell]

I would lack far more than that.

Only with me?