the new kid 12
TILE: The new kid
PAIRING: Ohno x Sho
WARNING: some violence and language and nudity
DISCLAIMER: as always done own them and this only fiction.
I just came out of surgery for my chest. Having the scars and that word removed this morning. I hope it’s really gone or I would constantly have a reminder of the fact of what I am and of what happened to me. Opening my eyes I was shock to see Mina leaning over me crying. “Satoshi are you OK?” “M…Mina-chan what are you doing here?” “I came as soon as I heard. Did they catch the guy who attacked you?” “No not yet. His in hiding.” “Satoshi-kun… Is it my fault for you being like this?” “Huh? What do you mean?” “If I was a better girlfriend and… went…all…the…way with you would not have liked that boy?” I couldn’t believe what I am hearing. “Mina-chan… us not having sex did not make me like Sho-kun.” “But if we had done it you would have more feelings for me right?” “I don’t know I can’t answer that Mina-chan.” “Satoshi-kun Please take be back! I still love you! I’ll do anything to get you back OK?”
Mina-chan threw herself onto my legs hugging me tightly. I was so surprised by her actions that I couldn’t say anything, and the worst part about this situation was Sho-kun just came out of my private bathroom and heard and saw the whole thing. I looked up to him begging him with my eyes on what to do. If I tell Mina I want to try again with her it will devastate Sho-kun and if I tell Mina that it’s too late and that I’m in love with Sho now it will kill her heart. I don’t know what to do. “Your Mina-san right?” I watched Sho-kun walked slowly over to Mina-chan he sounded so worried and nervous. “Yes… Who?” “I’m Sakurai Sho.” Mina looked at Sho and her eyes widen when he introduced himself. “You!” “Um… Why are you here?” “I’m here to get my boyfriend back!” Sho flinched at Mina’s hard tone but then I can see his shoulders square and his body tense just like the first time I met him. “Look I’m sorry you came all this way but Satoshi is no longer your boyfriend he is mine’s and I’m not letting him go.” “It’s your fault! You turned him into some kind of freak!” “He’s not a freak! And if you ever loved him or still cared for him you wouldn’t call him that!” “He’s confused that’s all! If I wasn’t so mad at him that time you couldn’t take advantage of him!” “I did no such thing… Your damn right it’s your fault Mina-san, because you was mad at him. He was being honest to you, told you about our first kiss but you shut him out. So he gave up and we fell in love! That’s right if you was a better girlfriend and had been patient with him talked to him instead of ignoring him you probably would still be together. But I’m thankful you’re not because I love him and I will never let him go!”
The whole time I watched my boyfriend and my ex-girlfriend fight, I was starting to feel dizzy and I try to say something to stop them from arguing and blaming each other. My head started to pound mercilessly and my eyes sight was becoming blurry. “Stop… Please stop… Pl…Plea…“ Next thing I knew the alarms on the machine next to my bed started to go off. A nurse came running in. “Ohno-san what’s wrong?” “Satoshi! What’s happening to him?” My breathing started to speed up and I couldn’t control it. “Ohno-san I need you to calm down Please. Try to control your breathing slowly. Look at me that’s it OK now slowly in and then slowly out. OK that’s good now relax clam down your having a panic attack, just keep breathing slowly. See your heart rate is going back to normal.” I had tears in my eyes as I gripped onto the nurse arms while she was helping me. “If you can’t control yourselves and stop upsetting him I will have you two removed.” “Yes I’m sorry it won’t happen again!” “Yes I’m sorry too.”
After the nurse left Sho came to hug me in front of Mina-chan and I could see the sadness in her eyes when I hugged Sho back. I pulled away from the hug and looked at Mina-chan “Mina-chan I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for hurting you. I betrayed you with Sho-kun and giving up on us so quickly. But I’m in love with Sho-kun and he loves me too. I’m sorry if you think I’m a freak but someone thought that of me before and now I’m here in the hospital because of that person. If that’s how you feel about me and Sho-kun, I’m truly sorry and maybe one day you will find someone to love again.” “I won’t give up on us.” Mina said before she ran out and left my room. “I’m sorry Satoshi for what happened earlier, I just had to let her know that you belong to me now.” I was so red with embarrassment at Sho’s choice of words.
We kissed and I have to admit Sho-kun’s lips calmed down me better than then some breathing. I pulled away reluctantly “Sho-kun about earlier… About what Mina-chan said… I’m not confused… I was at first but not anymore. Even if we did had sex I think after being with you I don’t think it would have change… My feelings for you.” “I’m glad Satoshi because I would have found out about Reiko and Ryu even if we didn’t met. But you got me through it and I’m grateful.” At the mention of Ryu’s name I flinched and every muscle became tense. My eyes started to water, just hearing his name made me scared and remembering the attack on me. “Satoshi look at me, he’s not here. I will not let him harm you again. I swear my life on it.” “I’m sorry I ran if I stayed this would never have happened.” Now tears flow down my cheeks and I couldn’t stop them. “Satoshi I will kill him if he ever come near you again. I promise.” I nodded I didn’t want anybody hurt or dead but just the reassurance of Sho trying to protect me is what I really wanted. We laid in my hospital bed in silence Sho hugging me while I sobbed into his chest. A knock at the door startled me. “Hey Ohno-kun how you doing today?” “Hey Jun.”
“Hey Ohno-kun Sho-kun what happened is everything OK?” “Yeah, a blast from Satoshi’s past. His ex-girlfriend came here wanting him back.” “What? That’s crazy.” “I know right but we started fighting over him and he started to have a panic attack.” “Are you OK now Ohno-kun?” “Yeah, Um have you heard from Nino? How’s he doing lately?” “He’s Nino, he’s doing Ok. Just give him time. He kind of feel guilty for what happened to you, like it was his fault.” “Well it is partly his fault! He didn’t have to treat Satoshi that way or me either. We didn’t have to hide or sneak around, calling him a freak making him think that you wouldn’t accept him. That’s what made him run from us, so yes I blame him too with that fuckin bastard.” “Sho-kun don’t… he’s your friend.” “No Satoshi he was my friend. Friends don’t betray you Jun and Aiba proved that to me.” “Sho-kun have you talked to him lately?” “No. And if I see him I’m going to beat the shit out of him.” “Sho-kun! … Please don’t! No more fighting please. Please. Please.”
I started to shake and have that feeling again. I don’t want Sho and Nino to hate each other because of me. “Satoshi… I’m sorry breathe baby like the nurse said clam down and concentrate on your breathing, I’m sorry baby.” “Should I call for the nurse?” “No. You do that she’ll kick me out for causing problems again.” “I see is there anything I can do?” “Just… Can you hold his hand help him clam down.” “I can do that. Ohno-kun look I got your hand… Please clam down… I promise I won’t let Sho-kun do anything stupid, this is my word to you OK.” I looked into Jun’s eyes and I saw the worry in them. I slowed my breathing while I focused on Jun holding my hand. “I’m sorry Sho-kun, Jun-kun, I don’t know why I do that. It’s like I can’t handle violence.” “It’s understandable Ohno-kun with what you been through.” “No you shouldn’t be sorry Satoshi I am. I should have not said that especially so soon right after you just had a panic attack from me and your ex fighting.”
I was able to calm down and Jun was able to make me laugh telling me that Aiba went to my theater troupe and tried to join. “He said he wanted to do something that would make you happy.” “Well tell him it’s working.” “Oh I almost forgot this is a gift from my cousin Daigo-chan. He asked about you. I only told him the jest of it.” “Why is he worried and why is he giving Satoshi a gift?” “It’s a get-well soon gift Sho-kun, Ohno-kun has a lot of gifts piling up in his dressing room. If Daigo-chan did tell me I wouldn’t have known.” “Sho-kun stop being jealous. Tell Daigo-san thank you, what is it, can you open it Jun-kun?” Jun opened the gifted bag and pulled out a book. “Othello by William Shakespeare.” “Wow. Look Sho-k…” I saw Sho’s face and he was looking out the window. I can tell he was holding tears and anger by the way his body tremble and his red eyes. “Sho-kun what’s wrong?” “It’s nothing Satoshi don’t worry OK… I … I’m going to go get something to eat want anything babe.” I still blushes at Sho’s pet names for me even thou I know something is wrong but I’ll wait to ask again. “Yeah whatever you are having is fine.” “I’ll go with you.” Jun gave me a little wink before following Sho out, trying to keep his promise to me. I hope Jun can get Sho to open up to him.
While I was waiting for them to return with food and a better mood Sho-kun, I got a visitor in the form of my father and the doctor with a smile on their faces. “Papa! What is making you so happy?” “Well Satoshi how about… Are you ready to go home?” My eyes widen. “But I just had the cosmetic surgery this morning.” “Well Ohno-san it went surprisingly very well... The good thing is the scaring was not that deep as we thought so we only had to do very little fixing.” “Will I still see that word?” “No, in the beginning you will see faint traces of it but after 3 months it will be completely gone.” I let out a sigh of relief. “Thank you Doctor.” “It was my pleasure Ohno-san I do not condone violence especially hate crimes. I lost a son to this kind of violence, he was gay also. So if you need anybody to talk to please give me a call, I’ll leave my information with your father.” Thank you doctor Orgua-senpi.” I was extremely shocked to hear that my doctor went through this same situation. But his turn out was worse than mine. He lost his son and I’m still alive, I will definite give him a call to talk about my troubles. Just as the doctor left Sho and Jun came back with trays of food and I can see that Sho is in more of a better state of mind. I’m glad Jun can do that for him.
“What’s all the commotion?” “Is Satoshi-kun OK? Why was the doctor here?” “It’s OK Sakurai-san… Is it Ok that I call you son? My wife will kill me if she hears me call you that after what happened the other day.” “Y…yeah sure.” I watched Sho blush and become nervous around my father. What Sho-kun don’t know is that my father is a push over it’s my mother he should fear. But he already got a taste of that. “Sho-kun I get to go home today!” “Really!” “Yeah…Um… Papa?” “Gotcha. Sho-san come with me I need to fill out his release papers and talk to you.” Giggling behind my hand as I watched Sho walk out with my father scared shitless. “What’s so funny Ohno-kun?” “I already know what’s going to happen with Sho and my father. It’s hilarious watching Sho-kun go pale from fear of my father who is a big stuffed teddy bear.” “Really now? I don’t think you should tell Sho-kun that. He has a tendency to walk a straight lines when it comes to his girl… Um boyfriends fathers.” I laughed even harder. “I learn something new every day. So was you able to find out what was bothering him?” “Yeah… It seems his very jealous of Daigo.” “Why?” “Daigo was able to get you a gift and Sho-kun can’t. He spent all his money on the motel and his parents closed his bank accounts, all the money he saved is gone. So he feels bad not being able to buy you anything but Daigo can and he’s not even your boyfriend.” “Why won’t he tell me these things?” I felt bad now for throwing the gift in Sho’s face. I didn’t know he felt that way. “I think I should hold on to it for a while till things get settled. Besides the first gift you should receive should be from your boyfriend, not from an admire. Just a little heads up on Sho-kun he gets really jealous when he can’t give the person something he wants but someone else can, just remember that Ok Ohno-kun.” I nodded and gave Jun back the gift.
“Ok Son time to go home.” My father came back with Sho who looked really happy. “Why are you smiling Sho-kun?” “Oh just that I’m happy right now.” “I see.” Jun looked confused. “Sho-kun where are you staying now that Ohno-kun will be out the hospital?” I can see Sho blushing. “I’ll be staying with my boyfriend and his family.” “What!? And you’re OK with that Mr. Ohno-san?” “Well… He will be staying in the office, my wife has converted it to and extra bedroom yesterday. Was going to give Satoshi older sister room but decided not to for when she comes home on vacations from college.” “Oh my god you two will be living together.” “Just try and to behave yourself.”
A/N: 1 OK wanted to post this before school starts tomorrow. I’ll try to update Straight Flush as soon as I can. With school opening up again and RL and being a single mom of 3 girls. It will be hard. But I promise I will not leave my fics or the fandom. This is my way of breaking from reality. (A sort of like vacation without having to spend money.) And I don’t mean to upset those who have RL problems or who are leaving the fandom. It’s just I want those who (how few you are) read my fics feel that I’m not leaving them behind. So just be patience with me and I promise that I will update and add new ones. Arashi is my inspiration to go back to college and get my degree so I can go to Japan to teach English.
A/N: 2 OK now to the fic so who of those think that Sho and Ohno will be able to behave themselves living together?
PAIRING: Ohno x Sho
WARNING: some violence and language and nudity
DISCLAIMER: as always done own them and this only fiction.
I just came out of surgery for my chest. Having the scars and that word removed this morning. I hope it’s really gone or I would constantly have a reminder of the fact of what I am and of what happened to me. Opening my eyes I was shock to see Mina leaning over me crying. “Satoshi are you OK?” “M…Mina-chan what are you doing here?” “I came as soon as I heard. Did they catch the guy who attacked you?” “No not yet. His in hiding.” “Satoshi-kun… Is it my fault for you being like this?” “Huh? What do you mean?” “If I was a better girlfriend and… went…all…the…way with you would not have liked that boy?” I couldn’t believe what I am hearing. “Mina-chan… us not having sex did not make me like Sho-kun.” “But if we had done it you would have more feelings for me right?” “I don’t know I can’t answer that Mina-chan.” “Satoshi-kun Please take be back! I still love you! I’ll do anything to get you back OK?”
Mina-chan threw herself onto my legs hugging me tightly. I was so surprised by her actions that I couldn’t say anything, and the worst part about this situation was Sho-kun just came out of my private bathroom and heard and saw the whole thing. I looked up to him begging him with my eyes on what to do. If I tell Mina I want to try again with her it will devastate Sho-kun and if I tell Mina that it’s too late and that I’m in love with Sho now it will kill her heart. I don’t know what to do. “Your Mina-san right?” I watched Sho-kun walked slowly over to Mina-chan he sounded so worried and nervous. “Yes… Who?” “I’m Sakurai Sho.” Mina looked at Sho and her eyes widen when he introduced himself. “You!” “Um… Why are you here?” “I’m here to get my boyfriend back!” Sho flinched at Mina’s hard tone but then I can see his shoulders square and his body tense just like the first time I met him. “Look I’m sorry you came all this way but Satoshi is no longer your boyfriend he is mine’s and I’m not letting him go.” “It’s your fault! You turned him into some kind of freak!” “He’s not a freak! And if you ever loved him or still cared for him you wouldn’t call him that!” “He’s confused that’s all! If I wasn’t so mad at him that time you couldn’t take advantage of him!” “I did no such thing… Your damn right it’s your fault Mina-san, because you was mad at him. He was being honest to you, told you about our first kiss but you shut him out. So he gave up and we fell in love! That’s right if you was a better girlfriend and had been patient with him talked to him instead of ignoring him you probably would still be together. But I’m thankful you’re not because I love him and I will never let him go!”
The whole time I watched my boyfriend and my ex-girlfriend fight, I was starting to feel dizzy and I try to say something to stop them from arguing and blaming each other. My head started to pound mercilessly and my eyes sight was becoming blurry. “Stop… Please stop… Pl…Plea…“ Next thing I knew the alarms on the machine next to my bed started to go off. A nurse came running in. “Ohno-san what’s wrong?” “Satoshi! What’s happening to him?” My breathing started to speed up and I couldn’t control it. “Ohno-san I need you to calm down Please. Try to control your breathing slowly. Look at me that’s it OK now slowly in and then slowly out. OK that’s good now relax clam down your having a panic attack, just keep breathing slowly. See your heart rate is going back to normal.” I had tears in my eyes as I gripped onto the nurse arms while she was helping me. “If you can’t control yourselves and stop upsetting him I will have you two removed.” “Yes I’m sorry it won’t happen again!” “Yes I’m sorry too.”
After the nurse left Sho came to hug me in front of Mina-chan and I could see the sadness in her eyes when I hugged Sho back. I pulled away from the hug and looked at Mina-chan “Mina-chan I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for hurting you. I betrayed you with Sho-kun and giving up on us so quickly. But I’m in love with Sho-kun and he loves me too. I’m sorry if you think I’m a freak but someone thought that of me before and now I’m here in the hospital because of that person. If that’s how you feel about me and Sho-kun, I’m truly sorry and maybe one day you will find someone to love again.” “I won’t give up on us.” Mina said before she ran out and left my room. “I’m sorry Satoshi for what happened earlier, I just had to let her know that you belong to me now.” I was so red with embarrassment at Sho’s choice of words.
We kissed and I have to admit Sho-kun’s lips calmed down me better than then some breathing. I pulled away reluctantly “Sho-kun about earlier… About what Mina-chan said… I’m not confused… I was at first but not anymore. Even if we did had sex I think after being with you I don’t think it would have change… My feelings for you.” “I’m glad Satoshi because I would have found out about Reiko and Ryu even if we didn’t met. But you got me through it and I’m grateful.” At the mention of Ryu’s name I flinched and every muscle became tense. My eyes started to water, just hearing his name made me scared and remembering the attack on me. “Satoshi look at me, he’s not here. I will not let him harm you again. I swear my life on it.” “I’m sorry I ran if I stayed this would never have happened.” Now tears flow down my cheeks and I couldn’t stop them. “Satoshi I will kill him if he ever come near you again. I promise.” I nodded I didn’t want anybody hurt or dead but just the reassurance of Sho trying to protect me is what I really wanted. We laid in my hospital bed in silence Sho hugging me while I sobbed into his chest. A knock at the door startled me. “Hey Ohno-kun how you doing today?” “Hey Jun.”
“Hey Ohno-kun Sho-kun what happened is everything OK?” “Yeah, a blast from Satoshi’s past. His ex-girlfriend came here wanting him back.” “What? That’s crazy.” “I know right but we started fighting over him and he started to have a panic attack.” “Are you OK now Ohno-kun?” “Yeah, Um have you heard from Nino? How’s he doing lately?” “He’s Nino, he’s doing Ok. Just give him time. He kind of feel guilty for what happened to you, like it was his fault.” “Well it is partly his fault! He didn’t have to treat Satoshi that way or me either. We didn’t have to hide or sneak around, calling him a freak making him think that you wouldn’t accept him. That’s what made him run from us, so yes I blame him too with that fuckin bastard.” “Sho-kun don’t… he’s your friend.” “No Satoshi he was my friend. Friends don’t betray you Jun and Aiba proved that to me.” “Sho-kun have you talked to him lately?” “No. And if I see him I’m going to beat the shit out of him.” “Sho-kun! … Please don’t! No more fighting please. Please. Please.”
I started to shake and have that feeling again. I don’t want Sho and Nino to hate each other because of me. “Satoshi… I’m sorry breathe baby like the nurse said clam down and concentrate on your breathing, I’m sorry baby.” “Should I call for the nurse?” “No. You do that she’ll kick me out for causing problems again.” “I see is there anything I can do?” “Just… Can you hold his hand help him clam down.” “I can do that. Ohno-kun look I got your hand… Please clam down… I promise I won’t let Sho-kun do anything stupid, this is my word to you OK.” I looked into Jun’s eyes and I saw the worry in them. I slowed my breathing while I focused on Jun holding my hand. “I’m sorry Sho-kun, Jun-kun, I don’t know why I do that. It’s like I can’t handle violence.” “It’s understandable Ohno-kun with what you been through.” “No you shouldn’t be sorry Satoshi I am. I should have not said that especially so soon right after you just had a panic attack from me and your ex fighting.”
I was able to calm down and Jun was able to make me laugh telling me that Aiba went to my theater troupe and tried to join. “He said he wanted to do something that would make you happy.” “Well tell him it’s working.” “Oh I almost forgot this is a gift from my cousin Daigo-chan. He asked about you. I only told him the jest of it.” “Why is he worried and why is he giving Satoshi a gift?” “It’s a get-well soon gift Sho-kun, Ohno-kun has a lot of gifts piling up in his dressing room. If Daigo-chan did tell me I wouldn’t have known.” “Sho-kun stop being jealous. Tell Daigo-san thank you, what is it, can you open it Jun-kun?” Jun opened the gifted bag and pulled out a book. “Othello by William Shakespeare.” “Wow. Look Sho-k…” I saw Sho’s face and he was looking out the window. I can tell he was holding tears and anger by the way his body tremble and his red eyes. “Sho-kun what’s wrong?” “It’s nothing Satoshi don’t worry OK… I … I’m going to go get something to eat want anything babe.” I still blushes at Sho’s pet names for me even thou I know something is wrong but I’ll wait to ask again. “Yeah whatever you are having is fine.” “I’ll go with you.” Jun gave me a little wink before following Sho out, trying to keep his promise to me. I hope Jun can get Sho to open up to him.
While I was waiting for them to return with food and a better mood Sho-kun, I got a visitor in the form of my father and the doctor with a smile on their faces. “Papa! What is making you so happy?” “Well Satoshi how about… Are you ready to go home?” My eyes widen. “But I just had the cosmetic surgery this morning.” “Well Ohno-san it went surprisingly very well... The good thing is the scaring was not that deep as we thought so we only had to do very little fixing.” “Will I still see that word?” “No, in the beginning you will see faint traces of it but after 3 months it will be completely gone.” I let out a sigh of relief. “Thank you Doctor.” “It was my pleasure Ohno-san I do not condone violence especially hate crimes. I lost a son to this kind of violence, he was gay also. So if you need anybody to talk to please give me a call, I’ll leave my information with your father.” Thank you doctor Orgua-senpi.” I was extremely shocked to hear that my doctor went through this same situation. But his turn out was worse than mine. He lost his son and I’m still alive, I will definite give him a call to talk about my troubles. Just as the doctor left Sho and Jun came back with trays of food and I can see that Sho is in more of a better state of mind. I’m glad Jun can do that for him.
“What’s all the commotion?” “Is Satoshi-kun OK? Why was the doctor here?” “It’s OK Sakurai-san… Is it Ok that I call you son? My wife will kill me if she hears me call you that after what happened the other day.” “Y…yeah sure.” I watched Sho blush and become nervous around my father. What Sho-kun don’t know is that my father is a push over it’s my mother he should fear. But he already got a taste of that. “Sho-kun I get to go home today!” “Really!” “Yeah…Um… Papa?” “Gotcha. Sho-san come with me I need to fill out his release papers and talk to you.” Giggling behind my hand as I watched Sho walk out with my father scared shitless. “What’s so funny Ohno-kun?” “I already know what’s going to happen with Sho and my father. It’s hilarious watching Sho-kun go pale from fear of my father who is a big stuffed teddy bear.” “Really now? I don’t think you should tell Sho-kun that. He has a tendency to walk a straight lines when it comes to his girl… Um boyfriends fathers.” I laughed even harder. “I learn something new every day. So was you able to find out what was bothering him?” “Yeah… It seems his very jealous of Daigo.” “Why?” “Daigo was able to get you a gift and Sho-kun can’t. He spent all his money on the motel and his parents closed his bank accounts, all the money he saved is gone. So he feels bad not being able to buy you anything but Daigo can and he’s not even your boyfriend.” “Why won’t he tell me these things?” I felt bad now for throwing the gift in Sho’s face. I didn’t know he felt that way. “I think I should hold on to it for a while till things get settled. Besides the first gift you should receive should be from your boyfriend, not from an admire. Just a little heads up on Sho-kun he gets really jealous when he can’t give the person something he wants but someone else can, just remember that Ok Ohno-kun.” I nodded and gave Jun back the gift.
“Ok Son time to go home.” My father came back with Sho who looked really happy. “Why are you smiling Sho-kun?” “Oh just that I’m happy right now.” “I see.” Jun looked confused. “Sho-kun where are you staying now that Ohno-kun will be out the hospital?” I can see Sho blushing. “I’ll be staying with my boyfriend and his family.” “What!? And you’re OK with that Mr. Ohno-san?” “Well… He will be staying in the office, my wife has converted it to and extra bedroom yesterday. Was going to give Satoshi older sister room but decided not to for when she comes home on vacations from college.” “Oh my god you two will be living together.” “Just try and to behave yourself.”
A/N: 1 OK wanted to post this before school starts tomorrow. I’ll try to update Straight Flush as soon as I can. With school opening up again and RL and being a single mom of 3 girls. It will be hard. But I promise I will not leave my fics or the fandom. This is my way of breaking from reality. (A sort of like vacation without having to spend money.) And I don’t mean to upset those who have RL problems or who are leaving the fandom. It’s just I want those who (how few you are) read my fics feel that I’m not leaving them behind. So just be patience with me and I promise that I will update and add new ones. Arashi is my inspiration to go back to college and get my degree so I can go to Japan to teach English.
A/N: 2 OK now to the fic so who of those think that Sho and Ohno will be able to behave themselves living together?