Everything was good for about a minute.  Now I feel just as bad if not worse than before.  I don't like admitting it but I've become depressed.  Nothing will cheer me up.  I just need someone to hold me for a while as I cry...only I'm afraid that will scare people...but I haven't felt real affection in a while.  I know I sound emo...like I'm ( Read more... )

Well last night was so much more fun than I thought it was going to be.  My sister came to pick me up and we headed to the Crawfish Boil together.  It ended up just being me and her, so we had waaaayy less drama than I thought we were going to have- I am so happy because this past week has been eternally filled with drama and I needed a break! So ( Read more... )

It goes without saying that this week was really tough for me.  With my dad, my grades, what happened on the bus, fighting with a friend or two, and all in all just being so tired from fifteen years of built up stress and chaos, I think I was alotted bitching at a person or two.  Although I am sorry if you were in my line of fire ( Read more... )

My night was pretty good.  That is until my dad decided to call up and "chat".  More like try to bribe my sister with 240 bucks just to see me for 5 minutes.  Wow.  Make a girl feel real special why don't you?  And then when I tell him I'm not coming, he goes on the defensive guilt trip road and tries to make me feel bad for inconveniencing him.  ( Read more... )

I know I already updated but I have to get some stuff out in the air ( Read more... )

Today has been so busy.
I got up around 8 to go workout for an hour.
Then I drove through my first drive-thru.
Yeah...I hit the curb. :[=]
That was a bucktoothed smiley.
Heh.
Anyways...then I went over to my sisters house and cleaned her car.
And I'm getting paid.
:D
Then all my mom, sister and I went to Olive Garden.
We ordered apetizers, salad, and dessert ( Read more... )

Well the aggravating news shall be first because that way we can end this on a happy note :D ( Read more... )

I can't believe how much time I've wasted on these people.  Or how much I've allowed myself to get attatched or have my hopes built up by some jerk who doesn't care about me in the first place.  I need a night with my friends--and soon ( Read more... )

Well I sure can't keep my mind made up for long ( Read more... )

So I definately like this person.  And I have a feeling he might be starting to feel the same way.  But I'm not sure.  It's been too long since I've had a boyfriend.  Since November.  I'm sorry, that's too long to be single lol ( Read more... )