I just realized something... all the "bad influences" in my life as my honor friends like to call them...bring me happiness and fun and such... yet my best friend, my good influence per se, bring me mostly misery. Ironic ain't... I hate honor students... i know thats hypocritical and generalizing.. but stay with me here ( Read more... )

today I went school shoppoing for the second time. I got like $400 worth of stuff, gunna redo my ward drobe. I got like half conservative stuff and half funny punklike stuff lol. I also got dress stuff. I got a sports jacket, dress shirt, etc... i used to have to leech off my dad when I had to go somewhere formal. I also got my real working ( Read more... )

Today Dave #2 came from upstate and dave # 1 from the city and Dave #2 from upstate came to my house at 3ish. Dave went on my sn and pissed people off, I already talked to the people involved, but if u were and i didnt talk to u im me. Then me and dave went to 7-11, we tried paying with photocopies of pennies, then in pennies. They got mad ( Read more... )

I've actually been happier and more clear headed since I've stopped talking to some people. A friendship should not be more pain than good...Anyways last couple of days I've been happier, hung out with people around the neighborhood, got homework done etc. Also I am looking for a job to do during the school year/ end of summer. If i can afford car ( Read more... )

People will agree with you only if they already agreed with you, you can't change people's minds.....feeble minded mind ( Read more... )

I have been doing some philosophical thinking lately, and i've come to realize the truth of humanity.. there is no free will.. we are merely victims of genetic and environmental factors. We have no real chose, everything we do is dependant on past events and our genes. We merely are poor victims who experience life... not whom can control it. If ( Read more... )

Today I went to Pancake Cottage with Jessica and Mike. I had grilled cheese and bacon, it was ok tasting. Then we went back to my house and played Halo, I won. Afterwards Jessica went home; then Mike and I rented "Friday After Next," and "Cube 2: Hyper Cube." Hypercube was intriguing but it had a very ambigous ending. I have yet to watch Friday ( Read more... )

ALOT has happened in my life, mostly all negative; most of you know some of it, none of you know all of it. Because of recent events I have become enlightened per se, and I am going to turn over a new leaf. I have some things to change about myself, some friendships to strengthen, others to leave or reconsider. I also have some questions that must ( Read more... )