To one of the prettiest girls I know and to the most beautiful friend I ever had.

[devils_dragon]

A beautiful girl once told me to fallow my dreams and that she would be always there for my when I need her and she has been untill now. I know once I tell her the hings that are happening again she will only say I told you so. I wish I could just call her and everything would be Ok. But that not the way things go, its no that easy. I trying to

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[little_acorns]

i knew the day i heard the rumour of yours and ryans breakup that you'd start trying to talk to me. i knew you'd get lonely. and i knew you'd fall to me like i'm your backup. it's like i'm only there when you have no one else. i look back and realize that you really never called me and asked me to do anything. it was always me that made the effort. i don't want to be backup anymore.

[devils_dragon]

well i guess i dont know waht to say because right now is just another time that i need you. i hoped that you realise that you are always the one that i run to went and thing happens and i thought that was good enough, but not good enough if i want to be your best friend right. if i want to be that friend that you cn always run to which i tryed to be. then i'll have to do more than just have you as a backup i need you to be there like you always were, but i need to be here always too.know looking back i did call you when i should have but i never had the money to shop or go and do something else, i always left that up to you but the friendship has to work to ways not one always giving and one always recieving. i want to try to be more of a friend to you. i needed you wheni wasn't lonely too. as for the doing things together again i am gone this weekend but we should still spend more time doing girl things the way if use to be when we were both our own. i try to hangout with ryan too much and should spend more time with my friends.