various afflictions.

[devilsaprentice]

today, we went and talked to people, whom I was less than entirely thrilled to talk to, that being a school counselor down here at my dads house. I found myself about to throw up in the middle of the school, and I suddenly realize that my fear of change hasn't abated as much as I'd hoped, just sort of accepted that some changes are killing me

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[aberdeen]

Well. It's not like you don't have enough stress in your life.

If you're really worried about there being something organically wrong (and schizophrenia is an organic problem), or something chemically wrong (depression, anxiety disorder), I'd say talk to your dad about it. If you're really worried aobut schizophrenia, I'd suggest getting your dad to get you to a psychiatrist. Not a counselor, or a psychologist, but someone with an actual medical background who can do a PET scan.

I don't think you need to be worried about that. I think you've got a ton of stress, and you need some sleep and some lifting of burdens. But sometimes being worried about something being wrong can be enough more stress that seeing a Dr who can prove that it's not a problem... this sentence isn't working, but hopefully you know what I mean.

If there's anything I can do for you, let me know. And I'll see you in a week and a half. You want me to bring you a piece of moose?

[devilsaprentice]

strangely enough, yes, I would like some moose. because, hey, how else will I be able to say "yeah, I've had moose before."? no, I wasn't really assuming I had that serious of a mental issue, mostly it was a mildly entertaining way to write the way I've been feeling of late.