wow...i havent written in this thing for like ever ( Read more... )

I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself!!! I want to kill myself ( Read more... )

im soo bored and theres really nothing to do at my house ( Read more... )

christmas was great!! I got a new bike,a spongebob calender, and a bunch of other shit.haha. Today i felt as if i was going to die becuase as you all kno im allergic to cats and my dad has 8 so i only see him every other weekend...ANYWAYS!! this morning i woke up and there was one of the cats right near me and i think one of the cats was next to me ( Read more... )

wow!! im soo happy because i just got my present from my grandpa and grandma and they got me a piano!!! ive been begging my mom to get me one since i as like....idk..maybe 7, 8.so now that i actually have one i can practice all these other songs for my band!!!!yeaya!!!!

yeaya!!! no school today which is wicked good because i talked to zach(kinda) and he "hinted" on what he got me for christmas!!! im soooo exited!! but.....i feel wicked embarassed because i dont kno what to get him.... :/ yea ( Read more... )

im sooo pissed!! everytime i try to talk NO ONE listens.the only time people listen to me is when were by ourselves with not even one extra person. this has happened to me literally 4 times today.so everytime i want to tell someone ill only tell it when im only with one of my friends.im so sick of being ignored.if i could find one set of friends/ ( Read more... )

im soooo bored...prolly cuz i havent talked to zach in like forever!!!i miss him soooo much! i dont kno what to do.... when he comes back from his cruze thingy ma bob im going to go to the mall with him or to a resturant or something... i dont kno yet.lol. but i do kno that im going to do something...first i gotta get him a christmas present, first ( Read more... )

im soooooooooooooo happy!!!! me and holly are friends again!!! no more crying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so glad becuase i just couldnt live without her...i love you holly sooo much and i hope that never happens again

im soooo sad...me and holly arent friends anymore and shes the only one that can get me through the school day shes the one that showed me how to be myself and out of all my bestfriends that have taught me something, holly has taught me the most.i juat wanna die... i feel like im dieing in the inside and everytime i think about me and holly not ( Read more... )