iv come to realize im not a very strong person im weak and i only show that im weak when im alone and no one can see. i just let all my emotions out. and its not very good. im under soo much stress. im goin crazy. i hate feeling like this. i hate that he isnt mine. i hate people that accuse me of cheating when i worked hard for my grades cause i ( Read more... )

so its been a while since iv updated. haha nothin really has happen except haning out with brian<3. its funny how u can try and be nice to someone and there just CUNT about it. why eve try right?see if im nice again geeeze. schoool is goin very well.finished my reding class started a new class today woohoo!i got a call the other day from some ( Read more... )

so y-day i went to work with mom got paid 5 bucks a hour then after that went and got brian hehe we had a great time! i miss him!


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so my doggy diablo keeps breakin out of the fence lol stupid dog like right now we are trying to keep him in the yard. y-day was kool besides megan trying to fuck up my life some more. my brian is such a sweetheart hehe i miss him oh sooo much and i cant wait to talk to him hell i cant wait to see hinm this weekend. well im gonna go and help watch ( Read more... )

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HAPPY B-DAY BRIAN! its my hunni's b-day today hehe i miss him bunchies and i hope he had a good b-day. i just talked to him and im sooo happy. and im not friends with megan anymore but who cars. KATIE I LUV U HEHE things are better now

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wat am i suppose to do my supose to be friend megan is like tlakin to my guy behind my back and wanting to piss me off by doin it. im tired of her always doin this to me. no matter wat she does this to me with every guy. she makes me sooo mad. i thought she was my friend. but ya. miss u katie i ahvent gotten a comment from u in a long time . ( Read more... )

so liek veeryone went to opeth last night but me even brian.. well brian called me around 4:30 talked for like 2 mins to me then said he would call me when he got hom but did he know and he didnt even reply to my myspace message i sent it which it showed he had read. god damn im pisssed arg. w/e lets see if we still ahng out on sunday. or if he ( Read more... )

so im at school in 7th bored out of my mind. im done with all my work. im oh sooo hungry and i miss brian soooo freakin much. hehe i hope i get to see him this weekend. stupid johannas told him he has to have band practise on sat all day. and it sucks cause i really need to see rbain this weekend cause my week has been horrible and i really need to ( Read more... )

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so im at school bored out of my mind and finished with my project.woohoo! so im not number one anymore onbrians top 8 im like number 5 now and it makes me sad :( oh well i guess i met a chik that knows lexxi and hates her haha and she knows brian. and says all this stuff like lexxi lies to brian and all that what not but i dunno. last night i was ( Read more... )