WARNING: sickenly puke enducing boy related post!
SO I was intending to go out and celebrate my non-deportedness tonight with everyone HOWEVER first two of my best friends pull out for sickness/poorness reasons then I find out that Newf has bogged off to calgary for the weekend to go party with his mates down there. SO with my newfound freedom to do whatever the fuck I want to with my night I decided that what I wanted more than ANYTHING was to slob around my apartment, dance about in my underwear to embarrassing songs, do some crafting, drink some hot choccy and just generally enjoy the hell out of being on my own for a night!
And just as I'm starting to really miss him (this is the first night I've been without him for over 2 weeks now - usually we have a day off once a week but not lately) and start to get a little low because im not sure im gonna be able to sleep so well without him here (not that i sleep too well WITH him there to be honest but its nicer waking up to someone than not) he goes and sends me a message to make sure I'm having a good night and saying he misses me...
i TOLD you it was puke enducing!! I hope I get to see him lots when mum's here - if one night is this bad I can't imagine only seeing him once or twice a week... maybe even less than that when she's here!! :'( hopefully she'll like him then he can come and hang out when we're staying in/come out for dinner a few times/come to edmonton with us when we're at festival.