CONFUSED! I hate my life. Someone SHOOT ME!

Im so confused right now. My life is shit. Nothing will ever go right for me. I wish i could live like a normal kid doing normal things. I want to go to regular school like regular kids. I want to get good grades like a regular kid. I want to have money like a regular kid. I want a car like a normal 17 almost 18 year old normal kid. Everything in ( Read more... )

LEFT OUT IN THE COLD!

Time for a change!

This weekend was depressing. Saturday morning was the worse. Then after that it was lame. Didnt do anything at all. Just sat home like always, sleepin. Hopefully Ill get a job so Ill have money and I can do alot more things. But untill then its just still lame ass Devin. lol Didnt get to see Maia at all. I miss her but I cant do anything bout ( Read more... )

Little bitches wanna continue to talk shit. Wait till this week or weekend. I got something for them. Crystal and Mara will get whats commin to them. I PROMIS YOU THAT! NEVER EVER BRING MAIA INTO ANYTHING. That and family cuz Im gonna fuckin flip the fuck out. Like I said wait and you will see what happens to them. Josh and Robby got my back. ( Read more... )

What a wonderful couple days its been! I cant wait till all this is over. Just think too this is just the start of everything. I told my grandma today that I was having a kid. She seemed mad but then again she was happy. She started asking me all these questions like "well what do you plan to do with maia?" "what do you plan to do with the child ( Read more... )

Today was a good day! I got so much work done in school. I was like so focused today. I dont know why. Sorry Maia I know I kinda ignored you a little. I slept all day until like 2 when Maia came over. She asked me to go get her some food and I did. I was so lazy. I took a shower at like 3:20 like right before we had to go to school. After school I ( Read more... )

I dont know what I was thinking earlier! Im not moving anywhere. Im just so confused and I say shit I dont mean. I would never leave FL without Maia. If she wants to go then we are going. My family would accept anyone who is my friend. They are so loving and caring. I love my step-mom so much. She would do anything in the world for me. I think ( Read more... )

I think Im going to CA to live.Maia I love you so much baby but the decision that you are going to have to make could be one of the hardest in your life. I have never been in that kinda of situation and dont want to. I just want you to be happy and do whats best for you. If that means never talkin to me again I guess Im gonna have to deal with it. ( Read more... )