I think I've figured it out.

[devinam]

I have been feeling extremely tired and un-motivated for the past month or so. Getting nothing done at work, nothing done at home (unless forced to by situational need, i.e. sewer problems, etc...) and have not been able to start any project or anything.

I think this is how the tail end of the miscarriage grief is affecting me. this is how my body

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[nomadboi]

Maybe what you need is to come hang out and play with swords.

Just sayin...

[devinam]

That sounds like a good remedy for anything. headache? play with swords! depressed? play with swords! i would love to. i would really love to re-learn the cutlass fights we learne at Banff, but single and case...interested?

[nomadboi]

Yes and no... interested in playing with the cutlasses again and seeing how much of that movement my body remembers. Less interested in specifically re-creating anyone's choreography, and don't think I have full notes on that anyway, but hey, I'm open to whatever.

[devinam]

we can always make up something else. ;) the fight was kinda cool, and since it's still such an unfamiliar weapon that seems like a good starting place, but i'm sure not married to learning that same fight. any fight would be good. :) lots 'o' spinning and movement and anything should be great!

[carrot_cake67]

If you feel like a girls night out, let me know. I'm always game.

[devinam]

ooh, girls night...that's possible. maybe catch a movie at the $2 theater?

[carrot_cake67]

You mean the one off the freeway in Federal Way? That would be a good idea. I see that they have Iron Man playing. We could go lust after Robert Downey Jr.

[devinam]

i'd totally go see that again. i saw it there last week. LOVED it. :) i bet mamma mia comes eventually, as well...

[lemurkitten]

i'm kinda in the same place lately. Not cleaning as much as I should, not keeping up with paperwork. I'm not sure what would kick things up, other than taking a whole week off work to do nothing but catch up on chores and such.

[devinam]

i've thought about that, but i really don't want to burn my vacation time for chores. :| but that's really what i need. a bunch of days where i don't have to go to work. ;)

[lemurkitten]

well, as the actual chores shouldn't take all 16 hours of a waking day for a whole week, rest and fun things could be had to. Hopefully recharging your inner batteries and providing a general uplift. :)