Holy hell you pissed me off so much I couldn't even type right. Just...fuck you and your sleeping beauty bullshit. I'm not even going to explain myself to you.
I didnt ask you to explain yourself, I don't care. If you think you're going to get cute with your "I'm used to being in the dark. Mat and Jon were arguing the other day and I took off. There's not much reason to stick around really." See, if you would have had your head out of your ass, you would realize what we were fighting about instead of doing what you always do; Whine bitch moan, they're fighting, I'm going to go do whatever but i'm not getting laid so it doesnt matter what I do"
Ahaha. Grow up, get your shit together or don't bother.
I'm not trying to get cute at all. I'm trying to avoid your bullshit. I'm sick of being treated like shit and getting walked on. As for my sex life, it's none of your concern. And I had my head out of my ass and tried to talk to both of you but it got me no where. And I do know what you were fighting about I just don't give a fuck about it. I wanted you to figure your shit out by yourselves.
We always figure shit out on our own. That doesn't give you a reason to fucking up and leave. I wish I could run out on my responsibilities all the time but I can't. Which is why I am here ready to go. In case you didn't get it in your journal I was implying you should be here working as well. Just because you have demo's done doesn't mean we can really use them. Everyone knows bass and drums get done first.
You have to admit, you always try harder when someone is pushing you or doubting you. That stubborn streak in you is fierce, but in the end it is beneficial to you.
I do mean it. Let's just do this. I say that not with apathy but with determination. I am ready to go and I am ready to put this out. I am not nervous about it and I am not questioning it. It's the best shit we have done yet because we've really done this as a group unlike the last cd where I felt like I was a studio musician. I have an invested interest in this. I am here Mat and I am with you on this 100% of the way. Even if we don't have support, fuck it. We can always do it together well, despite our differences.
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Ahaha. Grow up, get your shit together or don't bother.
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Destroy some property for me.
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