Today hasn’t been too bad. I got a haircut after only and hour of work. It was kind of a crappy day, I was depressed for a while, but I know why. I just keep having this thought of all of the things that Sydney and I did together that Terry will probably never let us do. Like go to visit each other and hang out, see a baseball game and such. ( Read more... )

I used to think that I was so much better than all of Sydney’s ex-boyfriends. But the thing is that I am just the same. I caused her so much hurt, and broke so many promises. I used to think that I was so different from all of the other guys that I know. The truth is that I am just the same. I do all of the same things, but the worst part is ( Read more... )

I feel like the way I treated Brian when he was going through his Sydney phase. I probably hurt both of their feelings. That is something that I can never take back, but I wish I could have worded it differently ( Read more... )

Sydney and I broke up August 12th. I don't feel like going into the details. I loved her. I caused her pain. I tried to be a great boyfriend, but I wasn't good enough for her. I want to be, I tried to be. I need to grow as a person first. I have been keeping a journal and I am going to post entries as I am ready to share them with people. ( Read more... )

A few friends and I are collecting Mountain Dews: DEWU points. These are the points that are on the insides of the caps on the bottles and inside the boxes that the caps come in. If you have any points that you wouldnt mind giving away, please send the codes to: Dewguy347@yahoo.com. I really appreciate your help thanks.

So I finally got the pictures from the winter formal developed and I think I may have found  a way to put them here to show everyone.  I hope this works.


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The answer to life is 12 ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Three is the number thou shalt ask, and the number of the questions shall be three. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything ( Read more... )

All I wanted to say is that after spending this weekend with Sydney, I found the answer I was searching for. I love her, and that is what I wanted to tell all of you. My 'Soul Searching' has brought me to this conclusion. And I really dont care if you can figure this out. Its just me 'shouting from the roof tops' in the only way that wont get me ( Read more... )

Last week I had chosen to go home with Sydney and spend the Easter holiday weekend. Recently I have been having some strange feelings, and I needed to sort my thoughts out. I feel that if I had gone home I would not have been able to reach my final conclusion. This weekend I have been able to spend a lot of time with Sydney and I was able to ( Read more... )