So the laziness of winter is finally setting in. I dont even remember the last time I updated my journal. the sad truth is tha tnot much is really going on to write about. Things are looking good and I am getting ready to go home for winter break. I have to wait until the very last day to take my Calculus final. I could've been home on ( Read more... )

So these technologically advanced machines such as computers claim to make things easier and faster for the average person. But when things on a computer dont work you just cant seem to get anything to move fast. How convenient and fast is it for me to check my email when the email browser wont sign in. I am beginning to get angry with all of ( Read more... )

Well, well, well. Your still here. Shouldnt you be doing something else. No? Oh well i guess it must be time for another update ( Read more... )

Look, I know a lot of you out there look to me for advice and someone to listen to you and all of the things you need help with. There is one thing you should know about me though. Despite what you think, I am not the most intelligent person you know, I am not perfect, and I am not going to be able to fix your problems just because I want to. I ( Read more... )

ugh, the weekends are boring at Millikin. i havent done much to say the least. just watched some movies and sat around the room. i am so bored. but i am really excited about Thanksgiving. I cant wait until I see my friend John from the Marines. you thought i was going to say noelle? i fooled you. but the truth is i miss her like crazy and ( Read more... )

I may have been a bit harsh in the past few entries. I have had a rough few days and my way of dealing with it was childish. I won’t admit that it was wrong because sometimes you just need to explode to be able to collect yourself. It’s kind of like taking an unfinished puzzle and starting over. Its weird, but sometimes it can rekindle focus ( Read more... )

The world is against me. No one wants me to be happy. Why must everyone harass me about my relationship? I'm very happy with my relationship. Why cant people understand that ( Read more... )

I just want to say that sometimes I am extremely aggravated with the people I go to school with. I am not a miracle worker. Everybody has problems. Sometimes I just want to ask "what makes your problem so damn special? Why should I listen to your griping? What about your mindless babble is really important?" I know that this is a terrible ( Read more... )

I don’t get the point of going through a routine day anymore. Maybe it’s just the depression of Mondays. There doesn’t seem a reason to care about today’s events. In one of the upcoming journals I have slated a research topic. The research subject will be women on the topic of men, so that you men who are having lady troubles have some bit of ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days that started out so well and just went down hill from there? Welcome to my day. Even though I consider my day to start even before I went to bed, but it still the same day. But I had one of those days where it starts out really well and then goes straight down hill from there. It started by going to bed. I ( Read more... )