Evolution

[devious_shini]

Every once in a while I will tumble across an old sketch pad, or one of my many collected black books, and marvel at the changes I've had over the years. When you're young you tend to think this is it, this is how you are and how you shall always be. I have trouble remembering the low times I've penned out. When deep in my bones I knew without a

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This is just to say...

[prettylily]

Heh, I look back at younger me and think 'WTF?' and I'm still only seventeen. I hope that one day I really will be as intelligent as I used to think I was. As it I only know enough to know that I don't know enough. I still have my self rightous moments and debate as though I know everything, but at least I have clear headed moments when I know I don't know nearly as much as I think I do.
For what it's worth, I think you've become an amazing, compationate, if somewhat cynical person. I don't know how much that means considering I've only know you for a little under a year and only online, but I know that your opinion matters to me and the only e-mails I get, that I enjoy reading are from you.
Lily

Re: This is just to say...

[devious_shini]

..You really know how to brighten a girl's day. It's always nice to hear from you, even if it is only in an electronic way. It still freaks me out that' I'm going on 19. In two years I'll be legal to do the things I started when I was 15. Sometimes I don't feel that old, other times too old. I guess it's just another one of my endless cycles that come and go as they please. It does give me one of those giddy warm feelings knowing I mean something to someone. Thanks.
Love,
Ami Sivide