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Another angle

(mental notes)

2 main types of people here (meaning this world):

-action and no thought

-thought and no action

Once you have suceeded in achieving both of these at once you have accomplished your main objective. People that do this are sucessful not for the action and thought they inflict, but the over-all completion of completed it.

For ( Read more... )

 
Sense of RELIEFE

-For what its worth-

to be judged

to be abandoned

to be spoken of

to be neglected for the past

to be remembered

to be out-spoken

to be hated

to be beaten

to be brought down

to be wrong

to be creative

to be different

to have a sense of inspiration

These are just a few things I run into on a daily basis. I have brought myself to feel a sense of ( Read more... )

 
"Send a message, to the un-born child, keep your eyes open for a while."
Category: Blogging

"because, in a box high up on the shelf. Its left for you, no one else. Theres a peice of the puzzle known as life. Wrapped in guild, sealed up tight"

-Blah. I think this is why they think Im bi-polar.. but whatever.. i think they're wrong..-

I cant help but ( Read more... )

 
~Gurly~
Category: Blogging

How do I know my love for you is true?

Because everything I say or do is based upon you.

Your beautiful smile and the way you say "I love you"

Makes me miss you more and more every single day.

Its finally fair to say your mine

Even if I dont get to see you most of the time.

But our faith keeps me here every single day

Because I ( Read more... )

 
-Guilt Driven Suicide-
Current mood: Desperately Life Deprived
Category: Desperately Life Deprived Life

I see this all planned out so well
But yet still something, still holding me back into this hell.
The so-called demons seem to be,
Nothing more but only truly me.

Where I stand, is in someone else's point of view.
I can see just exactly what he has ( Read more... )

 
-Sensitive Guys Excist-
Current mood: Bi-polar
Category: Bi-polar Blogging

These feelings keep staring me in the face

Haunting me, pushing me, back into that same place.

Is there anyone who understands where I'm coming from?

Or does it really matter that I keep thinking about this gun.

These feelings torture me ever day and night

Is this something I ( Read more... )

 
-Child Abuse-
Category: Writing and Poetry

Threatening phone calls, why dont you write me letters?

That way I can let you know which is better.

They all say the same, how would you like to abuse me?

I find it all to be very amusing.

I've been abused and beated my whole life.

I never wondered to ask if it was right.

Come get me, tell me you have a knife ( Read more... )

 
~A Doctors Note~
Current mood: blank
Category: Writing and Poetry

Did you ever wonder why I cant think?

These prescription drugs are just waiting for me to sink.

Everytime I stop to think of what I've had,

It blocks my  mind from being sad.

Lots of numb thinking most of the day

As of right now, I dont know what else to say.

I think i might have just ( Read more... )

 
+Society in America+
Category: Writing and Poetry

If i could explian it all i would.

but everytime i try im just misunderstood.

it seems my complications are obvious to me

at the same time i always wonder how this could be?

people seem to ignore the truth and distant themself

in a fake world they call reality with smothered wealth.

but the one thing ( Read more... )