Soooooo...Pete and I got into a long argument last night (again). It started out about something stupid, but it happened because things have just been going poorly and we both are very stressed (my stress mostly to do with him). We have decided that we are going to go on vacation together, but it will be in a trial period where we act like adults ( Read more... )

This is a news flash for guys that are otherwise incapable of realizing this for themselves. Just because a girl is nice to you does NOT mean she is interested in you. No, she will not leave her boyfriend for you. No, she does not necessarily find you attractive. NO, if she were single, she would not necessarily want to date you. To these specific ( Read more... )

So I had this dream two nights ago, involving this boy I haven't seen in years, but used to have a crush on for quite some time. This dream almost certainly means one of two things: the first being I'm dreaming of the unattainable or two I'm having regrets about things I could have changed and didn't. Strange when a symbol like that makes you think ( Read more... )

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Last night I couldn't fall asleep because I had too much nothingness on my mind. I sat and stared at the ceiling thinking about how I had no desire to do anything with my life, but how I didn't want to waste it taking up space and wasting earth's resources just to feed and bath my sorry ass ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I wish I had a door to my cubicle. I don't really have much to do today, and I don't really feel bad about not doing anything seeing as how my bosses keep going away without me and leaving me very little to accomplish in the time they are gone. Problem being, even though I don't mind that I have nothing to do, I'm still sort of jumpy to ( Read more... )

stolen from sadnessnpeace's journal...

5 people I'd like to have a beer with, in no particular order:

1. gary oldman
2. marilyn manson (not sure if he's a drinker though)
3. albert einstein
4. seth mcfarland
5. anthony hopkins

So I'm passing on the message, because like my chi, I'm a big geek, and would be devistated if NPR or PBS left me, so GO HERE to save my babies...

NOW GODDAMIT.

that is all.

Have you ever freaked someone out without trying? I think I do it best simply because I'm socially awkward a lot of the time and don't really know what I'm saying before I say it. It just comes leaking out sort of like miss Bridget Jones and her verbal diarrhea. It would be highly advantageous if I learned to keep my mouth shut more of the time ( Read more... )