Well It's been awhile.....

[devlin_gaelic]

It's been awhile since I've posted on this thing.... I just haven't had anything to say lately I guess..... These days I just find myself wanting to be a kid again.... Life truly Sucks and nobody is gonna convince me otherwise...... Honestly there's only 2 things keeping me alive right now.... And they know what they are...... Life was so much

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Dead Astronaut In Space

[dovetail66]

man, yeah things were simpler when we were kids. YA know, back when people didnt know where to hit you where it hurt. They just thought that your face and your balls are all that could be hurt by another person. Yeah. well it sucks to be 22 and realise that it hurts a lot worse when someone takes your heart and steps on it. It hurts a LOT worse. It also hurts when you realise that you want to just fucking disappear because you have spent three years trying to avoid exactly what happened in the long run with a certain situation as well. Man, it just fucking sucks. I swear, I am gonna stop trying to let people have the tiny pieces of my heart that are left because when i try and try and try to not let myself get taken advantage of, NO matter how hard i try or how long i hold out, i get completely shit on. I mean come on. I just spent a very very greuling three or four ENTIRE years trying to not fall in love with someone who was so in love with me that he couldnt tolerate anyone else being with him. Hes only met me once, and i would LOVE

[vandalous_riot]

This may be random...but I think your name kicks ass!

[only1leftbehind]

[dovetail66]

Hey i KNOW you havent posted in EONS.. but in case you get this, i wanted to let you know that you have never been forgotten!

My son is going to be 1 year old in a week and a half.

he is named partially after you, just because I always thought that you were such a wonderful person.

I hope that you are doing well and that you are happy. Tony told me you were married expecting a kid last time he talked to you and that makes me ECSTATIC. Congratulations on being happy. At least one of us ended up being married and happy and all that.

:)

Lots of hope and best wishes.

Candy