the fear is winning.

[devoesque]

i can't fight it much longer. the fear of being at home is taking over. i can't shake the fear of someone else getting in my house and even worse me being at home while they come in. i don't know what to do about it. i just feel like sometimes it's best that i am just not there. i feel bad and i hope this feeling will go away sometime soon. i

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[mustardnbiscuit]

I'd totally feel the same way Corkster! I think you should talk to your roommate about how you feel, because there may be a way for you guys to move without breaking your lease. If you talk to your property manager and just explain to them how you feel, they may let you move to another property they manage without the horrendous cost of breaking your lease, and transfer the remainder of your lease to a new place. Unless they are pricks they would probably work something out with you guys.
I hope you can work something out, because it sucks being uncomfortable in your own home for any reason, I know.

I feel ya.

[samuelzane]

I haven't ever been in your shoes, Corkmeister, but I see where you're coming from. Being uncomfy in your own home (something I DO know about), is hellish. I'm with Camille, talk to your leasing office (or whatever) and work something out! You 'n the kitty HAVE to be comfy!

[cheesybiccy]

well im lucky enough not to have been in that situation yet, but i can completely understand how you must feel like that. its a terrible violation.
i would feel exactly like you i imagine if it happened to me.
im sure it'll get better in time.
*hugs*

[ghostwalker_8]

Whoever can see through all fear will always be safe.
-Toa-te ching-