FUCK---I am stressed. I need to stay awake tonight...I have alot of shit I have to finish and alot of shit I have to figure out by tommorrow. Ive been screwing around ALL DAY, stupid.

today has been a lazy day...most days havent been so its nice. ive been such a bum, i slept in til 9 (yah thats late for me i guess) ive spent pretty much my whole vacation with brett ooo lala, and a few days with nikki my one and only. hmm she downloaded some songs on my ghetto mp3 player haha so i am a happy kid. sorta bummed that school is gonna ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was so fun, yet so exhausting. I went over to my boyfriends house and helped him move out of his house. We had to load the Uhaul, unload it, and then load the storage. Then, his dad had to return the Uhaul so i had to drive the truck out there and pick him up. Oh dear, a cop drove right by me and i was driving illegally with Brett in ( Read more... )

GRRR Finals finals finals!! gahhh!! This weekend was umm...fun. heh. this week is weird, really weird for some weird reason. i went to church and my dad made me praise jesus. monday i got a stupid blood test and today i got out at 9:30 and spent the day w/brett. we drove around w/his padre for a couple of hours, it was fun. he and I talked, our ( Read more... )

It has been an extremely stressful,exhausting,scary,annoying,sad,depressing,sleepless, week! I cant believe this shit. oh well, i knew things couldnt go well all of the time. Today is going to be fun, I know it. im just going to forget about everything that has happened this week. im good at blocking things out and telling myself they didnt happen ( Read more... )

MMm its late...Cant sleep. oh well. im pretty upbeat and im not tired. muahaha. oh man well i got my hair done it looks hott. nikkipoo came over an shes talkin 2 david. i actually dont hate that shithead right now. ugh oh man i am so worried about brett. sooo worried. last i heard he was at a party, got kicked out of his house, and now hes ( Read more... )

Ummm hey...Lj is gay yes. anyways, tommorrow is my birthday! yipeee. i shall go to venice with Brett to get his tattoo and go to dinner. then i will go to venice again with nikki poo. buhjesus i practically live there. things are good, hope everything is good with everyone else. getting hair dyed plum. i will be a plum head, no longer a boring ( Read more... )

Um ok, so, I didn't resolve things with Justin due to laziness. and I ended other things with the lying sac of shit, once again. This time for good...haha. Things have gotten alot better in all retrospects. Prozac can go a looong way. So, I am sure I am the only person that had to go to school today. Didn't get veterans day off but I get tommorrow ( Read more... )

So um yah its been a long time since ive updated this thing. Things were going pretty well until of course, i worked my magic on it all and fucked things up. I have this tendency to just push every fucking person that gets close to me away. I sit it my little ball and think that the whole world is out to get me! maybe, just maybe, they won't turn ( Read more... )