I hate to leave this house in a sad mood. Especially when I'm going to see family

God every fucking holiday my mom and sister fight and scream and cry. I love the holidays.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!

I always do this to myself. I always point out the obvious superficial negativities like physical appearance and let them get to me. I always have to hate myself for being hideous. I always have to make myself cry. I always have to hurt myself. I'm sick of it. And I'm sorry. I'm just so sorry.

people who are as good-looking as this depress the hell out of me..


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I've made a buddy list cut. If we never, ever talk, or even not that much, I've taken you off. Same with LJ. If you don't read my journal and vice-versa(sp?), then I'm taking you off my friends list. Sorry guys :(

well I might go to the Dickies show tomorrow. still need to do some persuading.

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Today was fun. :D

I don't know. I just don't know.