Orgasms are fun! Use your imagination.

I have such a bad craving to go to the mall and try on clothes. I may not be able to get new school clothes this year and my dad found a house he really likes. YAY. Finally.

Why are people so nosey? Can't they understand people need space sometimes and that you don't understand everything and you don't need to know everything? GRRR But I suppose that's too much to ask. HMMM oh well.

I'm so un believably stressed out right now. Sophie is gone. Gone not here. She was the one i always talked to about this kind of stuff. No it's not Nick related. My dad is yelling at me constantly so is my mom. My whole family seems to be angry at everything. Although i did see lily at the car wash and michael and they both were like I LOVE ( Read more... )

Hung out with Kelly nick and Daniel today at Carle. HOpefully they will become friends. Daniel and Kelly i mean. I finally talked to bryce!!! YYYAAAYYY. He got a job. AWWW that is sooo cute. i'm proud of him! I need to hang out with him. I think he likes lisa. That somehow makes a little sad and i dunno why. nick might go to school in ( Read more... )

I saw Bethany yesterday. I hadn't seen her in awhile. Bethany we need to hang out! I miss my hair. It's all gone. I like it though. But i still miss it. My dad had a "chat" with me. I need something to do. I miss school. I do, it's sad.

Today was good. Had Jimmy Johns for dinner with Nick and sophie yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Everything in my room is packed. The bunk bed is tore down my tv unplugged, everything pretty much packed, my wall so naked from the picutres being taken down. Still don't know where i'm going. OH well. Going to Turkey run on the 23rd. Hair ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Nick's mom came downstairs and says "is your birthday January 11th? and i said yeah, she's like oh well then tomorrow is your half birthday and we'd like to treat you to pizza or ice-cream or something. I was practically in tears, no one has ever done anything like that for me and i've never celebrated my half birthday.

NO one to share my joys with. I wish i had a best friend. Yes i have friends but no one to truely confide in other than Nick. Now my best friend is moving. and everyone else gets mad at me. Oh well.

Just got back from wisconsin today. I hung out with Nick for a four hours. I missed him alot. The only time i'll get to see sophie b4 i move is Sunday or MOnday and she leaves monday. I'm gonna miss her alot. Nick is taking me out to dinner tonight. I'm excited. He's such a sweeetheart. We're going to the Courir. WEll the Cubs lost all the ( Read more... )