so I'm working another six day week again, but this is by choice so no complaints! The ten hr days I normally work are starting to get to me, so I thought it would be good to do six days so I can go home earlier. Theres just something so depressing about those 2 extra hrs when I'm on 5 days. Anyhoo, to re-cap what I did this weekend ( Read more... )

Sorry guys.. I know I've been neglecting some of you recently. I'm terrible at returning calls to begin with, but it's even harder when my head is in the clouds..hmm ( Read more... )

feels so good to have the butterflies again. I completely forgot what it felt like till now. Now I want them all the time...!!

Man... I feel like my whole paycheck was spent before it even reached my hands..lol. Not a laughing matter really, but I'm afraid if I don't laugh I might cry.

Someone bring me ciggarettes. I'm to lazy to get dressed all over again just to go to the store.

My room is total chaos. I can hardly begin to find anything to wear because I have to sift through all this shit on my floor to find anything...... Wheres that damn maid..

I feel like shit this morning!! Went out to the bar last night with a friend, had some shots of whiskey, came home around 2:30am and decided running around this big tree in my front yard would be an excellent way to get rid of the hickups (and it actually worked). I then proceeded to vomit once inside my house.. I usually don't vomit, but then ( Read more... )

My surroundings make me depressed. I'm not talking about work, talking about home. My house is a stinky shithole and i fucking hate it. i hate dishes, trash, and washing clothes. If i win the lotto I'm getting a fucking maid....who speaks english. I feel like setting this place on fire and forgetting it ever happened. god that felt good.

I don't mind going to work. It's just the "waking up" part.

woke at 12pm today instead of my planned time at 2:30, but o well. And since I was up so early I went to brunch to see Russ and other pleasent folks. From there Russ and I went to L5P so I could scope out some shoes at Junkman's Daughter. Instead of buying shoes, I bought a dress and a skirt! I'm so excited about them!! There so cute!! I also got a ( Read more... )