It is 12:34am and I am morose. It's been a while since I entered anything onto this thing, and I've yet to sit down and dedicate any amount of time to it until now. Though I've thought about it, I have.

I thought about a lot of things, but I tend to prioritize myself poorly. So now as I sit here, teetering between restless mind dribbles and a sane ( Read more... )

( : I hate how imeem cuts some of their songs to 30 seconds if posted outside of imeem : )

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Overwhelming, passionate, green eyes, and blue thoughts. I am the essence, a child in a woman's body, forever growing but longing for the world to hold still. Friction, skin upon skin, lips pressed together. Falling, sinking, the intestacy of it all. Thought, thinking, cognitive. Pin me down with words and force me to face who I am. Force me, ( Read more... )

Do you know what people do to lame horses who aren't desired and no longer fulfill their purpose? They kill them. Not only do they kill them but they also chop their bodies up and grind the slop into dog food or glue.

Looks like I am headed to the glue factory.

Oh, was Oscar W. gay?

Matt ... where did you go?

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( HEY! )

There's a small cramped dark hole in the chasm of my life that I just want to crawl into and watch the world waste away. It is a comforting notion to find security in solitude, as I am slowly slipping back into that hole the more-and-more.The narcissism is overwhelming, but I can't help it, really. We're all narcissistic in some way or another. I ( Read more... )

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The puzzle is coming together, yet parts are still incomplete. When the puzzle is almost together, but there are pieces that look identical to the hole except for one straggly arm-like end. You get so frustrated because this would be the hundredth piece you picked up that looks similar to the hole, but it just won't fit. This is where I am right ( Read more... )