I keep thinking about some things, and it's pissing me off. I shouldn't be thinking about the past, I should be thinking a little into the future for plans with friends, and I should be thinking about now with my friends and my boyfriend.

But I have fucking scars to remind me.

I'm such an ass.

I need a hug. HUG!

Hug-less Love,
Kate.

Well, yesterday I won. Yay!! It was 7-7, and then Jenny and I won the tie breaker. It was good ( Read more... )

I lost today in tennis ( Read more... )

Yeah, well, church sucked ass. And I really don't wanna do GOYA this year, but my mother is making me do it. Again. Even though I don't even have enough time to see my boyfriend once a week, let alone see all my other friends and do all my fuckin' homework and then do all this tennis shit. Everyone seems to think that since I'm in high school I'm ( Read more... )

My mom is making me go to church today.

And then GOYA after.

Even though she knows I'm not going to go to anything ever again, because I don't like GOYA. Even Christina knows it. And yet, I'm still fuckin' going.

My nails are red. Well, more like maroon.

I hate stockings.

Maroon Love,
Kate.

Today was pretty good all over. After a good day of school, we went over to Something North (I can't remember, I'm quite tired now) and played tennis. I, of course, sucked, and lost. Whoot. I was playing with Christina again: we lost 3-8. Yeah. We suck that much. After a nice shower and change of clothes, I picked up Kathy and we headed for the ( Read more... )

Today was fab-o-matic. I saw Nick three times (his hair is blue, it looks so hot), saw both Sam and Eric, who I never see at all, had a wonderful lunch period (besides when Hanh told me to ride a cowboy), and had immense fun in French like we usually do ( Read more... )

Dammit.

Our first tennis game is away.

I might have to hurt somebody. That's annoying as hell.

And I gave Nick a kiss on the cheek today. [smiles] Yay for me!

Pearly Love,
Kate.

God.

I'm such a moody bitch.

All is well. And my second day of school was def. better than the first.

I love the bear Nick gave me. I can't leave home without it now.

Must shower, because I won all my matches after school today. Yay for me!

Dangerous Love,
Kate.

I fucking hate myself.

I need a hug. From Nick. I need to know that everything will be alright, that we will be alright, that nothing is going to stop us from being in love. I just need that right now.

I need you, Nick. You have no fucking idea how much I need you and love you.

No fucking idea.

Bear Love,
Kate.