I feel like my life is on repeat and I can't find the button to turn it off.

I've just come to the realization that I deserve better. I deserve so much more then I accept from some. I can't believe that I've just realized this.

Why is that when all the leaves start growing on the trees I get so excited and happy? Maybe it means summer is coming soon.

I don't understand boys. One minute you just want to be friends, and then the next minute youre holding my hand and kissing me and telling me you miss me. Make up your mind. Jesus.

So I think I need to take a break from guys. I've always had someone for like the past 3 or 4 years, and I need to just find myself and not depend to lean on someone else. What me and Bryan had was nice, but I guess if friends is what he wants to be, I can accept it.

Life has been good to be lately, I can't complain. I'm getting antsy as the school year is coming to an end. I'm very relieved that I have my prom dress and my prom date. I just hope warm weather comes soon, then life will be great ( Read more... )

Lol ex boyfriend drama is so overrated.

I've been in Florida since Sunday night, and besides the fact that my plane had a two hour delay, I've been having a wonderful time down here. Its been sunny everyday here no joke, and atleast 85 degrees out, if not hotter. On Monday I went to Bush Gardens which was fun, I love rollercoasters. Yesterday I went on my first motorcycle ride to my ( Read more... )

Im too busy to update this anymore. My life mainly consists of going to school, hanging out with Bryan, going to the gym, or working. I got a second job as an umpire for the summer/spring which should be nice since I get paid 25 bucks a game for me to just ump for 2hours. I finally have a prom dress and a prom date (yes Bryan's going with me) and I ( Read more... )

Dear God, please let things turn out the right way. I havent been so nervous in all of my life.

So basically I love hanging out with Bryan and how we're sorta going out, but without the title as of now. He's adorable. "Give me your lips" <3333333