it's flippin cold these days. my first real experience of the seasons since my endless winter 08/09. body/emotions totally aligned with the weather & the moon. feels right, albeit tumultuous. reading too much astrology, planet earth going once, going twice ( Read more... )

soles of my feet & eggshells making love.
the rain & my roof making love.
cat blood & the floorboards making love.
the human & the condition making love.
the idiot & the idiot making love.
love & lovemaking making idiots.

someone's gonna have to get hurt.
&it's probably gonna have to be me.
but really, goodtimes.
let's see how this circus plays

jesi is queen of the healing conversation. sinking into oneness/nothingness is that bit less scary now. almost back to feeling ok about inhabiting a body, taking up time & space. still not sure how to hurl myself out of the nadir tho ( Read more... )

full circle, it seems. alone drunk in my room listening to the more solemn of tom waits ( Read more... )

autumn's here & i'm starting to see why newcastle's so intensely beautiful all the time. a man bleeding to death on the side of the road is assisted by a rainbow of folks from all walks of life, real life holding hands mural shit.
our house became almost functional & i'm seeing the colours & shapes so strongly, The Ranch is an incredible space. like ( Read more... )

old lady phase ( Read more... )

the holy mountain destroyed me ( Read more... )

yeah yeah yeah & all that. it's all happened ( Read more... )

ONWARD AT FULL SPEED CHRISTIAN BROTHERS
LOAD THE CANNONS
FIRE UP YOUR ENGINES
REFILL THE PUNCH BOWL -

FUCK YEAH.

SEE YOU ALL AFTER THE BLUE MOON.

currently between places, feels sort of nice. i shower at the terrace & i sleep at the flat. two twelve hour days of madness & then i can move into the ranch. currently setting up for the loft's end of year gig tonight which is going to be ouchies, partly due to the fact the mall is teeming w/ buskers (for adrian's competition) & giant christmas ( Read more... )