I have been listening to a motown's hits album I stole from katie and I think the marveletes' mr. postman is one of the best songs ever and I think I want to start a motown band and I have been listening to a tracy + the plastics album I also stole from her and it makes me dance and people at work must think I am that faggy kid unable to not swivel ( Read more... )

Sometimes and most of the time I get depressed when I see pretty people and I get angry at myself. But I saw myself on my bike today, in a big mirror and Daniel and I both agree that because the bike increases your agility, speed and size of stature-- being on a bike makes you mighty.

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On her way down [from jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge] in 1979, Ann McGuire said to herself, "I must be about to hit," three times.

I belive in nihilism and this should be a release from all heavy (and I guess that that does lift), but it doesn't, more it hasn't really worked. I would like to just be without heavy emotion, fear, hope, anxiety, longing- all attachment and desire, really. Rationally, I belive that I could achieve this, but that damn cloud of chemical imbalance ( Read more... )

I am good at avoiding work.

Life without passion and desire is death.

this is at my friend's house:

fri mar 11 - oakland ca @ the cave warehouse
t.i.t.s. with the king cobra & the planet the & spector protector
3201 3rd st (at marin)
9 pm - all ages

THIS MOMENT FEELS SO CORNY: cliche moment of understanding, but it's all because I feel so light. Jon wrote me a really beautiful song. Hushed guitars, lo-fi static, the microphone beating like a tin drum, randomly. I was depressed for the ride home on bart (parting of friends), now, happy. I have had better control over my moods. I saw people I ( Read more... )

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