Ruby and I are getting married for financial benefit, we discussed it over curry. Party soon.

( one more thing )

I remember years ago when I was much younger (blush faced, white-blond hair, striped shirts -me as a boy; green hill in front of the yellow house, the old house in front of the park, running through the dark brown door to the green hill; Father wore blue and pink plaid shirts - that time), the first mail addressed to me was a chain letter from ( Read more... )

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Blemish free and six years old I look like a china doll, thrown around a bit and cracks are beginning to form, now ugly and unwanted no secrets are told to my ear.

( telephone )

Bought my favourite flowers from the Arab florist who palmed me an apple from the pocket of his loose-knit and tattered grey vest, and smiled at me.

my chest is full of sharp fingers tapping at me in steady tattoo, too long fingernails scraping on my bones shrieking like owls, in twisting motion (like hands washing) tangling with strings of... whatever, slicing through my stomach lining spilling acid dissolving me away as this cigarette fades.

cigarette ash falling into the toilet hitting water making 'sttt' noise it is three in the morning again and too cold to smoke outside in my briefs and i should be asleep i spent four hours on the phone