Fandom Goodbye...(Chapter 5)
Chapter 5
Title: Fandom Goodbye…
Author: me
Pairing:ChinenXOC(you)
Rating: PG-13(by a unanimous decision)
Disclaimer:I own nothing but the plot
Genre: angst, romance ( i don't really know)
Summary: She is his fan but when the news of his new drama came out...she quit
note:I apologize for any mistakes...if theres any part you don't understand or have trouble understanding pls feel free to ask. Also all OC charcters in this fic have no names so as you can feel the story more only the artist used are the ones with names...
WARNNING: BORING CHAPTER...
“So do you have a boyfriend then?” one of the production staff’s asked me as we, along with senpai were having lunch together…
“None…why do you ask?”
“Betsuni…girls your age usually have or would want to have one” she secured a piece of meat in between her chopsticks…”haven’t you ever fallen in love with someone…or even a crush maybe?”
I was too pre occupied with stupid things…never really had the time to think about it” To be honest I’m the type who has never had a boyfriend since…since forever I guess...suitors…yes I’ve had a few but none of them reached boyfriend status…one is because my mom and dad would kill me if I did…and the other is…is because I was never really interested…Love and relationships were the last thing on my list…I’ve heard my classmates in high school complain and sob over this stupid thing we all know as love…they say they love is each other…they became couple because of this Love…Love…I’ve said and heard about it many times but…”what is love?”
“Well love is something you just know…it’s different for every person but…you’ll know it when it comes” she placed the lid back on her bento…baka! I was planning to ask that inside my head…why did I blurt it out?...
“They come in the most unexpected ways and places…time and occasions” senpai added as she passed me a cup of water…I grabbed it…took a sip…
“Love ne? I’ve only seen it as a cause of pain and suffering so far…” I sat the cup on the table...i’ve met many who have cried over it…wretched…despaired…
“Maybe that’s love for you...”staff-san started fixing her scattered things on the lunch table…chopsticks…cups…lunch box…”…as I said I t comes different for everybody…pain…suffering maybe that’s your form of love…” pain? Suffering? My form of love? “…jyaa I’ll go first…I need to prepare for the next scene” and with that she left me and senpai…
“I’m not an M you know?...maybe I just don’t have it my body…this LOVE...” I said to myself in a low voice…only for me to hear…but I guess senpai had bat ears…
“Aren’t you just afraid to fall victim to it?” senpai turned her head to look at me…we shared looks…then she stood up…and went back to the girl’s dressing room…
It’s been a week since I started my job here as a character stylist…in 10 days time me and my mom will be going back home…our home…far away from this place…
“Dear how’s your job?” my mom asked as she was carrying the tray of our order in her hands…it’s been awhile since we hanged out like this...
“Good…” I pulled a chair and sat…
“You’ve been very reserved lately my dear…is there anything wrong?” she placed my vanilla milkshake in front of me…and beside it a slice of mango cake…”You don’t talk much…”
“I’m just tired kaa-chan” I took a sip…gazed out the window…
“Is that so…then maybe this will cheer you up and get you going…” she brought something out of her bag…handed it to me..
“What’s this kaa-chan?” I carefully opened it….
“You wanted it deshou?” Hey Say JUMP’s latest album…it’s what my mom gave me…
“Un…arigatou kaa-chan” I flashed her a smile…I’m sorry kaa-chan…I lied…
Later that day me and my kaa-chan went shopping and enjoyed each other’s company…relax…enjoy…have fun…I almost forgot about those things…for the moment my mind was free of any thoughts of him...it’s been a while since I felt carefree like this…
“Dear I have to go back now…your aunt said she needs my help, can you do me a favour and go back to the cake shop earlier to buy a whole chocolate cake for tonights dinner…we’re having guest your aunt said” the weddings in a few days …last minute preperations are being done so everybody is getting busy…my mom included…tonight my mom’s friend’s fiancé is coming over again for dinner…but this time with his family…so everybody is making the best preparations for tonight…my mom…senpai…obaa-san and me included…I ordered one chocolate cake with white chocolate and cherries on top…as I waited for my order I searched through my bag looking for my phone…I thought of giving mom a call to ask if they need anything else…as my hand journeyed through my bag it came in contact with a plastic bag inside…I remembered my mom bought me a JUMP WORLD CD…forgetting about my phone I took it out of my bag…
“What now?” I though as I stared at the CD…I held it with both hands…I want to forget…I want to let go…I want to “Gomen kaa-chan” I whispered…it was hard for me to do…but still I wanted to do it…and I did…in a flash I threw the CD In the nearby bin placed beside the shops counter…”…it’s not worth it anymore…” I stood there for awhile…staring at the CD which is now in the bin…I was the one who threw it there…yet…I can’t walk away from it…I starred…thought…held back…I want and not want to take it back…
“THUD!”
The shop’s door gave me a surprise… it gave a loud thud as it shuts…as if someone deliberately slammed it close…I turned my head to look...a guy wearing a black hood on his head definitely is the one responsible…I only saw his back through the glass windows…but the way he walked and act…I can say he’s pretty pissed...but seriously did he really have to slam the door…I don’t know what that persons problem is…but slamming the door on people Is a very childish and disrespectful act…everybody in the shop had their eyes on the door…there as surprised as I was…who wouldn’t be? “sigh…I guess everybody has their own share of problems…”
“Okyaku-san you orders here” the lady in the counter called…handing me a red box…of course inside is the cake I ordered…
“Ah arigatou gozaimasu” I took the box off her hands…I was ready to leave the shop…when I remembered…I glanced back at the bin…no…I shouldn’t…I faced front and started walking to the door…
“Thank you for coming” the lady on the door smiled…bowed…then opened the door for me…step…step…step…in three steps I was out of the door…I glance back…the doors already closed…I walk away…but evertime I took a step I would stop and look back at the shop…I clutched the ribbon tied on the box…
”Urgh! Wakatta yo! I’ll got get it back Mou!” I harshly scratched my hair in frustration...stomped a foot…I wanted to leave that thing there…but "I" wouldn’t let me…I want to let it go…let everything go…and just forget…but…but my hands they wouldn’t release it’s grasp…I walk back to the shop…to the bin…took the CD out…placed it back in my bag…
I felt defeated…
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Boring deshou? I feel bad...Super Failed..uhuhuhuT-T
Minna Iam soooooooooooooooooooo sorry for the late update...gomenasai...hountou ni gomenasai *bows*
School starts tommorow and i've been preparing myself since my last update...college freshmen...really scared...
My brain is scattered everywhere because of that matter...i guess it shows in this update...but still i hope you like it...
Plese tell me what you think and comment...Always waiting for your comments:D
Thanks again for reading:D luv u..mwah..mwah...
Title: Fandom Goodbye…
Author: me
Pairing:ChinenXOC(you)
Rating: PG-13(by a unanimous decision)
Disclaimer:I own nothing but the plot
Genre: angst, romance ( i don't really know)
Summary: She is his fan but when the news of his new drama came out...she quit
note:I apologize for any mistakes...if theres any part you don't understand or have trouble understanding pls feel free to ask. Also all OC charcters in this fic have no names so as you can feel the story more only the artist used are the ones with names...
WARNNING: BORING CHAPTER...
“So do you have a boyfriend then?” one of the production staff’s asked me as we, along with senpai were having lunch together…
“None…why do you ask?”
“Betsuni…girls your age usually have or would want to have one” she secured a piece of meat in between her chopsticks…”haven’t you ever fallen in love with someone…or even a crush maybe?”
I was too pre occupied with stupid things…never really had the time to think about it” To be honest I’m the type who has never had a boyfriend since…since forever I guess...suitors…yes I’ve had a few but none of them reached boyfriend status…one is because my mom and dad would kill me if I did…and the other is…is because I was never really interested…Love and relationships were the last thing on my list…I’ve heard my classmates in high school complain and sob over this stupid thing we all know as love…they say they love is each other…they became couple because of this Love…Love…I’ve said and heard about it many times but…”what is love?”
“Well love is something you just know…it’s different for every person but…you’ll know it when it comes” she placed the lid back on her bento…baka! I was planning to ask that inside my head…why did I blurt it out?...
“They come in the most unexpected ways and places…time and occasions” senpai added as she passed me a cup of water…I grabbed it…took a sip…
“Love ne? I’ve only seen it as a cause of pain and suffering so far…” I sat the cup on the table...i’ve met many who have cried over it…wretched…despaired…
“Maybe that’s love for you...”staff-san started fixing her scattered things on the lunch table…chopsticks…cups…lunch box…”…as I said I t comes different for everybody…pain…suffering maybe that’s your form of love…” pain? Suffering? My form of love? “…jyaa I’ll go first…I need to prepare for the next scene” and with that she left me and senpai…
“I’m not an M you know?...maybe I just don’t have it my body…this LOVE...” I said to myself in a low voice…only for me to hear…but I guess senpai had bat ears…
“Aren’t you just afraid to fall victim to it?” senpai turned her head to look at me…we shared looks…then she stood up…and went back to the girl’s dressing room…
It’s been a week since I started my job here as a character stylist…in 10 days time me and my mom will be going back home…our home…far away from this place…
“Dear how’s your job?” my mom asked as she was carrying the tray of our order in her hands…it’s been awhile since we hanged out like this...
“Good…” I pulled a chair and sat…
“You’ve been very reserved lately my dear…is there anything wrong?” she placed my vanilla milkshake in front of me…and beside it a slice of mango cake…”You don’t talk much…”
“I’m just tired kaa-chan” I took a sip…gazed out the window…
“Is that so…then maybe this will cheer you up and get you going…” she brought something out of her bag…handed it to me..
“What’s this kaa-chan?” I carefully opened it….
“You wanted it deshou?” Hey Say JUMP’s latest album…it’s what my mom gave me…
“Un…arigatou kaa-chan” I flashed her a smile…I’m sorry kaa-chan…I lied…
Later that day me and my kaa-chan went shopping and enjoyed each other’s company…relax…enjoy…have fun…I almost forgot about those things…for the moment my mind was free of any thoughts of him...it’s been a while since I felt carefree like this…
“Dear I have to go back now…your aunt said she needs my help, can you do me a favour and go back to the cake shop earlier to buy a whole chocolate cake for tonights dinner…we’re having guest your aunt said” the weddings in a few days …last minute preperations are being done so everybody is getting busy…my mom included…tonight my mom’s friend’s fiancé is coming over again for dinner…but this time with his family…so everybody is making the best preparations for tonight…my mom…senpai…obaa-san and me included…I ordered one chocolate cake with white chocolate and cherries on top…as I waited for my order I searched through my bag looking for my phone…I thought of giving mom a call to ask if they need anything else…as my hand journeyed through my bag it came in contact with a plastic bag inside…I remembered my mom bought me a JUMP WORLD CD…forgetting about my phone I took it out of my bag…
“What now?” I though as I stared at the CD…I held it with both hands…I want to forget…I want to let go…I want to “Gomen kaa-chan” I whispered…it was hard for me to do…but still I wanted to do it…and I did…in a flash I threw the CD In the nearby bin placed beside the shops counter…”…it’s not worth it anymore…” I stood there for awhile…staring at the CD which is now in the bin…I was the one who threw it there…yet…I can’t walk away from it…I starred…thought…held back…I want and not want to take it back…
“THUD!”
The shop’s door gave me a surprise… it gave a loud thud as it shuts…as if someone deliberately slammed it close…I turned my head to look...a guy wearing a black hood on his head definitely is the one responsible…I only saw his back through the glass windows…but the way he walked and act…I can say he’s pretty pissed...but seriously did he really have to slam the door…I don’t know what that persons problem is…but slamming the door on people Is a very childish and disrespectful act…everybody in the shop had their eyes on the door…there as surprised as I was…who wouldn’t be? “sigh…I guess everybody has their own share of problems…”
“Okyaku-san you orders here” the lady in the counter called…handing me a red box…of course inside is the cake I ordered…
“Ah arigatou gozaimasu” I took the box off her hands…I was ready to leave the shop…when I remembered…I glanced back at the bin…no…I shouldn’t…I faced front and started walking to the door…
“Thank you for coming” the lady on the door smiled…bowed…then opened the door for me…step…step…step…in three steps I was out of the door…I glance back…the doors already closed…I walk away…but evertime I took a step I would stop and look back at the shop…I clutched the ribbon tied on the box…
”Urgh! Wakatta yo! I’ll got get it back Mou!” I harshly scratched my hair in frustration...stomped a foot…I wanted to leave that thing there…but "I" wouldn’t let me…I want to let it go…let everything go…and just forget…but…but my hands they wouldn’t release it’s grasp…I walk back to the shop…to the bin…took the CD out…placed it back in my bag…
I felt defeated…
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Boring deshou? I feel bad...Super Failed..uhuhuhuT-T
Minna Iam soooooooooooooooooooo sorry for the late update...gomenasai...hountou ni gomenasai *bows*
School starts tommorow and i've been preparing myself since my last update...college freshmen...really scared...
My brain is scattered everywhere because of that matter...i guess it shows in this update...but still i hope you like it...
Plese tell me what you think and comment...Always waiting for your comments:D
Thanks again for reading:D luv u..mwah..mwah...