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oh my ninja jew plug... if you only knew
You've been swimming through my head all day. Every time I'm about to give up hope, when I think we're better off continuing to do things like we are, you call... You say something that makes my stomach do flip flops and my cheeks turn red. This game we are playing is getting exciting again. Its one I really dont mind playing, because in the end, I ( Read more... ) -
U spin my head right round, right round
And the journeys of this year will take me, god only knows where... Im finding comfort in things i shouldnt, mayhaps, but my moments of relief from the chaos in this head dont nearly come often enough anymore. This year has taught me a lot about the world, and people, and myself... Things i kind of wish i was still obilvious to having to face this ( Read more... ) -
Getting closer
The weekend was long and interesting! Ry and Green came home, it was so awesome to see them again! :D Ry, unfortunately, had to go back to San Antonio first thing Monday morning, but thats a hell of a lot closer than Utah ( Read more... ) -
a message never sent...
"She brought me to a crack house full of drug dealers n like five of em came in the bathroom held me down n did there buisness plus stole my wallet ( Read more... ) -
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phew! to say i understand whats going on in my head these days would be a complete and utter lie. I need something to be real... nothing feels that way right now, and I'm so beyond terrified, that I'm not sure how I make it through the day. I long for normality... Nothing has EVER been normal in my life or my head and I'm sick of it! I want to be ( Read more... ) -
Meep!
Well I SURELY didnt see THIS coming...
Its all I've been dreaming about...
Its all I think about all day...
What are people going to say?
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In the famous words of Ryan... Yup
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times are changing
i've BEEN sayng.. i'm gonna work on me...
Lets start this journey, shall we?
I'd rather be hated for something I am, than loved for something i'm not... and hell i aint getting love either way, so lets work on this... -
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ready to self medicate
i feel like i'm trapped in a pain bubble. trying to convince myself that it really is better to move on. In the long run, everyone will be happy... But the present pain is out weighing all of these logical thoughts ( Read more... )