i DO feel like thats the case. my whole world was flipped yesterday. sarah at work says not to worry abt it, its no big deal. but it SO is. ryan... last person whod even listen to anything abt god tells me he's saved!! not a week before he was refusing a revival with his mom and then he texts me yesterday and taday tellin me what happened and hes ( Read more... )

the day has just begun and i feel so trapped already... my stomach is in knots and i just really want to go home. its never been this hard to keep the mask on, to hide my feelings... but i feel so betrayed. i cant even put in to words how broken ive become in just the lst 20 min. and he doesnt have a clue.. "i love u," he says ( Read more... )

So looks like I'm goin to Mississippi soon... *sighs ( Read more... )

Man I'm glad I'm off today... *sighs ( Read more... )

Ninja... what have I gotten myself into ( Read more... )

I'll never understand why you thought it was so easy for me ( Read more... )

like a shadow in the night... im like super ninja... this all feels so new to me... so exciting... so perfect... my mind keeps racing ( Read more... )

ive found myself caught in the middle of a huge chaotic storm that runs the entire perimeter of my life. where is my calm moment ( Read more... )

so this past week has been really rough... my cat died, my car blew up and now im in the process of kicking chris out ( Read more... )

Sunday, December 13 ( Read more... )