i was just mailed a letter from my father in GA informing us he had commited suicide.
ten minutes later, we got in touch with him via cell phone, and he is nowhere near dead.
what the fuck.
there are some things in life even i cant figure out

a few moments ago, i cheers'd myself.
i find yardwork to be fun these days.
its funny how easily i see through people.
and these are some random thoughts.
ksweetbyebye

i really wanna fucking dance
like at a club
or something
i got new shoes today
they are adidas with green parts
sometimes it sucks that i dont have a close father-son relationship
sometimes i could use some support and/or direction

Im'a show you how to get your shine on.

Today, I began reading Freud's Civilization and Its Discontents.
I had never really looked into his thinkings very much,
but now that I have, I am very much interested in reading much of his material.

sometimes, i am really fucking stupid.

eek.
im so excited
tonight is going to be sweet
good friends, poker, some beers, and some laughs.
wow i cant wait for this. i need it.
my lifes pretty sweet sometimes.

it would be sweet if someone wants to hangout with me tonight

i want to drink some beers
i got some sweet new shoes, courtesy of my stepbrother
i need to get out and do something
too much energy and no way to use it

this my lj thing is pretty impressive.
i have to say the programmers have outdone themselves.
i want someone to scratch my head.
i havent hugged anyone in a while.
i think "house" is my new favorite tv show.