well, here i am, sitting at my desk with nothing to do but... write i guess. i don't even want to though. i'm not really bored, it's more like i just don't want to do anything because nothing is good enough. rather, nothing can be as good as something that includes him. am i an addict ( Read more... )

dkshgruiehguisdag
what is this shit
working?! on my break?!

i wanna party my fucking ass off
drink wine and kiss and scream
i wanna wrestle and cuddle and jam
take shots smoke up and be stress free
for once
i want my mind to stop circling through tough thoughts

when we gonna party, my dear friends
my dearest most sincere friends?

i'm wrapped in chocolate brown coffee
flash
a cursor waits
a pastel chocolate
surrounded by pastel green
i swim
i float
do you wait as i wait
as a cursor
waits to marks a page
define this
when half your heart is gone half the year

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act up
fight aids

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a love poem just won't do this evening, we're standing way too high up on this one, pedaling through winds by the lake by my home, brushing against every tired and cold soul, we walk hand in hand and when we stop and you press your lips against mine i can breathe again and listen to the world speak its name and tell me all its secrets. the waves ( Read more... )

this year's autumn music is gavin degraw
he makes me wanna perform and dance
he reminds me of friends and love and hope

the holocaust is not a fucking laughing matter you fucking idiotic pieces of garbage.

Let's get together and talk about the modern age ( Read more... )