i don't know what i'm so afraid of. i really can't pin point one thing for certain. it must be a mixture of paranoia, sensitivity, resentment, dependence and confusion. i s'pose this is normal. it is. every single person experiences fear. it is part of our essence as humanity, in my opinion. it is a stronger emotion than love. stronger than hate. ( Read more... )

you are the one thing that can keep and protect me from the wraths of the world.
my love for you rests so deeply inside me that it is impossible to remove.

what a circus this is. a fucking crowd the size of an army surrounds a sand pit full of freaks wearing colours so bright they make your head spin. just imagine lots of twirls and jumps and falls and humps. all these things in the middle of clashing colours. fuck. and what you really wish for is what's down at the lake or fucking some girl or having ( Read more... )

wanna meet a fucked up guy?
take Chuck Palahniuk on a nice long walk on the beach.

how can people deny something they cannot prove deniable? to not believe in a God... or whatever omnipotent being. is it just intuition ( Read more... )

this university thing is giving me a headache. I wish I could just take a step back from it all and simply decide. and feel right about it. I just want to make the right decision. I want to be happy where I go and that means...
what does that mean?
I have so much to consider in so little time.
I need a real good push in the right direction.

rilo kiley- the good that wont come out

so what if i want to be dazzled by dance steps that were brought on by something crawling under my spine. so what if i lie alone tonight under a cold boxed room that will forever be lost and barely remember, traced in by dirty footsteps. so what if you feel left out by all the other rain drops spitting on other people. this world is a disaster. we ( Read more... )

panic ( Read more... )

i wonder how much of every day is true. how much will stay with us when we're past all this.
naive, simple (yet so not) teenagehood. i wonder how much of this is all that important.
please, show me something AMAZING in this life.
i want to feel amazing.