This is really just a chance for me to vent about my psychotic family. I really don't understand how I can be relatively normal and at least essentially political correct, or at least civil, when I've been raised in a family of completely inappropriate people. I cannot stand the way they, mostly my father, talk about people, ridicule people, make ( Read more... )

Well, another night of not being able to sleep. I am not sure what's up with me lately. I do have a lot on my mind, so I know that can certainly cause trouble sleeping. I usually never have trouble sleeping, but now I can't seem to stay sleeping for more than two hours at a time. Ugh ( Read more... )

Well, as you know, it's been quite a while since my last update. The causes of this are work, of course, school, just being busy in general, and of course laziness! So much has gone on lately, I just don't even know where to begin. On the weekend of 9 October, I went to Philadelphia with Nicole for a little weekend trip. Little did I know what ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite a while since I've updated. I've had a lot going on, so I'm sure now you're expecting a pretty juicy entry. I doubt it's what you'll get! haha I've been pretty busy studying my Russian lately. It's a lot of fun and I enjoy it a lot, but it's so damn hard. I don't remember having such a difficult time learning French. ( Read more... )

I don't know what is up with me lately. I just can't sleep! It really sucks! I've been laying here in bed for a few hours now - trying everything, including benedryl, yet I am still awake. I'm looking forward to Mike getting back tomorrow, so I really need to sleep so I am not dead tomorrow when I see him. It's late and I have to work super ( Read more... )

Well, the most AMAZING show ever came to an end tonight. Of course, I was sad and wish it could go on forever, but I guess then it wouldn't be much of a competition! This season was so good! The bastard and the bitch, Colin and Christy did not win! Woohoo! I am so happy. I hated them from the beginning, pretty much. They were both arrogant, ( Read more... )

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Insomnia! Well, I think I've entered a horrible place for sure. I seem to never be able to fall asleep when I need or want to. I am not exactly sure what the problem is, but something definitely needs to be done. I've taken three benedryl tablets, so hopefully something will happen soon. I suppose it doesn't help that I am fixated on this ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so uncomfortable with almost everything in your life? That is how I feel right now. It's a very strange feeling that I just can't seem to shake. It's definitely something that I've never experienced before. For a little while now, my mind has just been filled with thoughts that are very peculiar. I feel as though my life is ( Read more... )

Well, I went to bed last night very contemplative, which isn't typically anything new for me, but I was thinking about things I don't usually do. I figured I'd wake up this morning feeling better, and I'd be able to get my regular routine back together. Well, I woke up, and no change. I still feel like crap. I still am uncomfortable with so ( Read more... )