So as most of you know Cate is having her baby in june...Well We ve been trying to come up with a name for the little guy(its a boy). We ve been through a couple of books and thousands and thousands of names. Its down to the names listed below...we think most of them are pretty interchangable so we need one for a first and one for a middle. I ( Read more... )

Love is a friend, a fire, a heaven, a hell ( Read more... )

So here we go! Thrown back into the mix. Alania and I have been separated for like two weeks and some change. To be honest I miss the hell outta her. We dated a short time(4 months) but I think we grew attached quicker than we would have liked. We knew from the beginning that our previous lifestyles were different. She was completely devoute ( Read more... )

A few years back all the animals went away. We woke up one morning and they just werent there anymore. They didnt even leave us a note, or say goodbye. We never figured out quite where they had gone. We missed them. Some of us thought that the world had ended, but it hadent. there just werent any more animals. No cats or rabbits, no dogs or whales ( Read more... )

So I feel as though I am a burnt out match. I feel chard and black and some how more brittle than before. I look at myself and see only my blackened exterior. I remember the radiant heat I exude at the height of my passions, at the height of my loves, at the height of my burnings. I once burned bright and strong and shed light on those about me ( Read more... )

Well I guess its been a while since I wrote in this journal so I think Ill have at it. For those of us browsing in this journal we should start by clarifying that Cate and I are over. She shall always remain one of my dearest friends and best teacher of lifes little travesties and tribulations. So when I get that starry eyed look while staring ( Read more... )

This will be the first post in my journal and probably wont be read by anyone because my friends dont expect me to ever write in this damn thing. Here goes!! Love is in the air(mixing with the noxious gasses our cars expel! The large majority of my friends are finding love where they never thought it lurked! Em found happiness in a man that was ( Read more... )