You're my thrill
You do something to me, you send chills right through me
When I look at you...
'cause you're my thrill

You're my thrill,
how my pulse increases
I just fall to pieces
Every time I look at you
I just can't stand still

Nothing seems to matter...
Here's my heart on a silver platter
I lose my will...
What a strange desire
Flaming higher and higher
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So many things have been hitting me lately, and they're all pulling me down.

I don't know what to say. I feel like the worst person I know right now, and that my Dad is right...I'm lazy, stupid and worthless.
I've never let anyone determine who I am and what I feel, but right now Dad sure is working that angle.

I feel horrible.

Wow....I'm really hating shit right now. Work is gay, and I'm bitter as fuck.
Crystal's birthday dinner was okay...but I felt like the stand-in. I was sitting on the un-fun side of the table I guess.
And the penultimate reason why I hate not being 21(+) is because Rocco Deluca's show is only 21+. Wow...what...the...fuck.

GODDAMMIT.

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    "God is either dead, or he despises us..."
    "I saw the most remarkable thing just now[...]there was a young couple making love. I watched for longer than I should have. I was envious. And then I felt sorry for them. There's so much they don't know; heartbreak they can't even imagine."
    "Even if they knew, it wouldn't change anything."
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Blarg. I'm getting my PS3 tomorrow. I will fight off every obstacle to get that thing tomorrow.

Work has been fine, I just need tomorrow off to really recoup from over working.

I have things to say, but I don't want to take the time to write them down. Their not all important anyway.

-Damian

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Hm.

New Year's was nothing spectaky for me. I "called in" to the party at Rick's house. I felt bad, because I wanted to see Christine and V, but...I just didn't want to deal with V all over Rick and a bunch of people I didn't know. Plus, I had to work the next morning. I ended up gassing up and going to Amber's house where everyone was drunk and ( Read more... )

So I still haven't received my non-gift from my dad. I don't think he cares/realizes that he didn't get me one, and I'm over it pretty much. Yeah, still bitter, but I'm not going to say a damn thing about it. But, if the RDB show in Long Beach is all ages, then I'm going to have him buy me a new outfit and buy my ticket as well. And probably gas ( Read more... )

Christmas.

I can't even really say what I want to without sounding like a complete douche. Well, Christmas was great, I had fun with the family and that's what made me happy...I didn't care about the material shit. But...as far as Dad goes. Well, yeah, I'm a bitter bitch. I mean, I come home to Anthony playing with his new Xbox 360, Gaby playing ( Read more... )

I can't sleep, I'm watching The Bells of St. Mary's. Oh, and I won't be leaving on time tomorrow (today) for Yuma. I'm irate. Oh well.

I love Bing Crosby. I've always liked him, and I've always admired him, and watching The Bells of St. Mary's always makes me happy. There's something about those old 40's, 50's films that give me some kind of... ( Read more... )

You're a part-time lover and a full-time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend.
I don't see what anyone could see in anyone else...
but you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry-eyed, my body swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone could see in anyone else...
but you

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