ok well i can't stay away from LJ. my weekend was so cool. friday i stayed home from school cause my mom said i could. i lounged around the house all day. it was nice. Saturday again i hung around the house for a bit then i went up to the mall to hang with Keely, Kara, and Andrea(Kara's gf)we went and seen Ultraviolet. it was horrible, the fact ( Read more... )

i think i'm gonna stop writing in here, no one reads it or comments me.

wow, i hate this. right now my heart belongs to 2 girls. one...shes younger than me, i've never met her and she lives 400 miles away. the other...same age, i hang with her all the time and she lives less than 40 minutes away from me. i love them both so damn much, but neither of them know how much. what should i do?

i am so sick of the lesbian drama at Davison alt. it is so pointless and yet...some how i find myself in the middle of it. i just can't tell people to go away...i have to listen, i need to know what goes on. if i had co2 in my paintball gun right now i would shoot myself in the face repeatedly. someone talk to me.

i'm so confused right now...i don't know. i met kara's new gf and she said some things to me. whatever. she said something about me and relationships that made me stop and think...what have i done wrong that makes people wanna break up with me or just not go out with me at all? so i'm asking this of the people who read this... if we have ever dated ( Read more... )

GAH!!! i can't take it anymore. i know shes gonna read this and i hope she does, i hope she comments too ( Read more... )

so...its friday the 13th and i'm sitting at home on the computer. i wanna go out and party, i haven't done it in a while. i miss it, the feeling of not caring. yeah, i'm a bit depressed right now. i'm desperate to have someone to hold...the last time i was held was by Jenny. her and i have become distant...she has a man now. i would give anything ( Read more... )

I am so happy today and i don't know why...its a nice day out. Kira and i are talking again...i missed her so much. shes not my friend, she my sister ans i love her so much. i never wanna fight with her again. now on the other hand i'm sad because i have another friend i still haven't made up with...Amanda. i miss everything about her. i miss ( Read more... )

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Masturbate with the opposite hand.

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well lets see, i spent my new years eve with Keely, Kara, and my new friend Nataley. (i have no idea how to spell her name...sorry) it was awsome the first 6 hours then after that i had a break down for about 2 hours. after that i started having fun again. i got 1 new years kiss and that was from Kara, on the cheek of course. i tried to get one out ( Read more... )