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[di9i741_4n931]

I'm sorry to say I too have joined this craze that's going around right now -- being completely and utterly miserable. Like so many other people I talk to, I just miss everyone that I never see anymore. And I'm ridiculously lonely. And I feel so helpless to the cause, like nothing that I'm going to do is going to help anything. I miss friends. I

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this is Kodi

[anonymous]

Bre. I'm here, you can call me anytime. If it's really late, and you need someone to talk to, you can call my cell phone, 240-4303. I'm always here, you know that. I love you so much Bre!

[go_to_omaha]

i feel the same way
the a-room is missed by everyone

[di9i741_4n931]

It's a crappy crappy feeling. It's terrible because I KNOW I have people I can call but it just seems like I don't, and I'm so discontent, with everything right now. Alot of it I know is that I miss my best friend like mad...and I know it isn't his fault, he has work. It still just sucks because I started to say earlier it feels like something's missing, and it is. He is.

[go_to_omaha]

i think you should call him
and plan some time to hang out with him

feel better!

[di9i741_4n931]

He works from approx. 6 AM (if he runs) - 4~6 PM. If he works at Subway it's later but that's rare. And then depending on if I'm working...or if we have church...or his car's being gay...or if I kill my car...I stop getting calls at 9 so if he has stuff to do between dinner and showering etc. then we don't get to even talk to each other, let alone see each other. My mom said that she's noticed something's been really bothering me so she is giving alot of leeway on when I can have calls...I just miss having fun.

[kelvienz]

No worries Bre, I am in the exact same boat. Misery seems to want to crowd out all my other feelings. But we can't let it, we have to be strong, raise our heads high. We are warriors.

[awkwardgrace]

I relate all too much right now.
That's how I've felt all summer.