fed up with this stupid nc weather bullshit! i wanna move far far away from northcarolina. this place can eat my ass. it's either uncomfortably hot on a day that should by all means be cold; or it's really cool outside and suddenly it rains so much that you gain 20 pounds. fuck this place in the ass with a badger. when winter finally gets here, i'm ( Read more... )

christina and i have to figure out when it was that we started to go out... we need to know this so that we can have an anniversary. at first, we decided to just pick a day, but now it seems as though an anniversary is supposed to be special. it is and i know this now. so we need to figure out when it was. it's either the 16th or the 17th of july. ( Read more... )

i was silly and a worrier. eh, that's me. i trust christina and her ability to love the silly allyster so i feel much better. i just have a stomach ache right now, that's the only bad thing about life at this very moment. so school's goin slow and it feels like it's been over a month since school's started though it'll only be 4 days tomorrow. ( Read more... )

well as the title says, i feel like shit. it has something to do with the way i am when i fall in love. i hate this feeling. i don't know what to make of it. i think it's just overwhelming doubt that i feel stronger about someone then they do towards me. trusting someone's word is so hard after all the bull shit i've been through. i want to believe ( Read more... )

today had to be the slowest day in existence...well...mine anyway. very slow....so much nothing to do. i may be going to my buddy erich's house. dunno. christina's at her dad's house for the weekend so that's out of the question. i don't really mind. we spend like every day together as it is so her being away is fine. anyway, it's rather warm in my ( Read more... )

ya see, school starts in about..2 days and well that's good but then it's not soooo good at the same time. this is what i mean: summer sucked and was quite the boring time until christina and I became the unseperable duo that we are today. when we go back to school we're going to see eachother every day but there will be school work to do..grrrr. i ( Read more... )

grrrr. i just wanted to look at the recent entries man!!! that's aaaaaaaaaaaaaallll

christina...what else should i say? she is my oxygen. oh man. she's just fantastic. we seem to get along great and i love that we can talk and she's very understanding and i think i'm in love again...though i don't know. i'm not sure if i'm up for getting my heart torn to pieces again. i don't think she'd do that to me but these things do just ( Read more... )

wow. i feel great. i came from this girl's house and i feel great. her name's christina and she's fantastic. i feel indescribable! like i could recite an epic poem off the top of my head or climb mt.everest simply for the view. i'm gonna try and write something poetic and i hope i do cuz it'll be the first time in atleast 5-6 months. well i'm gonna ( Read more... )

heeeeeeeeeeeeey viewers. i spent a large portion of my day with this really cool girl named christina. she's damn cool. we're gonna hang out again today and it's gonna be swell. i'm gonna go walkin with matt later this mornin at like 3 if he's up. yeah well i'll just be ending this message now. cuz i can and i will so eat me! aaaahahahahaha. i'm ( Read more... )