ive never been so confused ( Read more... )

ive only cried 5 times today
its like a record i think
*shrugs*
im at school now...
it just hurts ya know...

kMp

an hour
plus 10 min
would have beeen
our months...
what the FUCK
happened...
it was mutual....
honest
it was

kMp

i am pulling a saddam hussein.... hunger strike... until i deem it necessary to eat.

i'm again running on a little more than 2 and a half hours of sleep
we are getting ready to leave for the funeral
kinda depressing situation
i hate death
sometimes i wish it could be escaped
but that i know will never be an option
*shrugs*
i'm leaving now

kMp

god
i love my friends
wont be at school tomorrow...
what a pity

i hate being tickled....
just thought i should mention that.
well.. there are exceptions..
like my girl..
damn i sure love her....

kMp

*smiles profusely*

Parents are divorcing ( Read more... )

"beauty is in the eye of the beholder.."

damn i must be the beholder
because i have the best girl
in the entire world
i'm not even trippin
god i love her

kMp

i'm not going to fake that i dont love her
i do
really
i wish shed be better...
it hurts to know shes upset....
especially because she has me to take care of
i'm just a burden to her..
i really am....
too bad i guess...

damn, i love this girl

kMp

can i die yet....

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

i hate myself.. once more...