Today blew. I lost 108 something out of the drawer at work. They told me to never do it again. I honestly have no idea where it went. I am the biggest idiot who ever lived. No Joke.

I feel like I am going to cry. I honestly couldn't say why though.

Messages:

Val: I might not be able to come to NC for your wedding. Give me a call soon we will talk.

Zia: I need to talk to you tomorrow.

Lauren: Thats cool. I would like a nerv day. I could invite chris and daniel.

Bina: Sorry matt is being immature.

Everyone else: <3

I said i would go into work and now i really don't want to.  Damn it.  So many things going on. I am seriously going crazy.

I haven't really written in a while.  It kind of bothers me that I really have not had much to say, with so much in my life going on.