What's in a name? Or let's see who gets an std.
Just a quick question;
Am I forever doomed to fall in Lust with people called Emma? Just looking at my history you would think that was the case. This time, she is a lesbian, but a taken one at that.
On the other hand, I think I'm once again in a relationship. Not sure yet, but a guy friend and me have been fooling around for a couple of months. And been getting to know each other very well. All through, he did have intercourse with a close friend of mine at our new years eve party. Not that I'm jealous, I'm happy that he got laid when I had done all the ground work but did not feel like finishing it. A party to remember, by the way. I finally got to second base with another friend of mine Iv'e been interested in for a long while. And a friend who's more gay than a unicorn farting rainbows. Thank Kali I did also made out with a girl, so hard that she lost her lip piercing. That was fun. I should go to more parties. And maybe stay away from 96% alcohol.
Maybe then I would not be so stupid to kiss that friend of mine who's had a heavy crush on me that got so bad we had to stop spending time together for some months. It's still awkward between us and I hope things aren't going to be weird between us. If it gets weird I can always say that I'm going to meet my sort of boyfriend the day after, and leave early. Which is true, I'm meeting him on Saturday. Especially tomorrow when we are going to have movie night at his place, just him and me.
Let's just say that my life in K-town more and more resembles a soap opera.
And that girlfriend I had? It's been over for 2-3 months now. Ended with me thinking she had killed herself or gotten committed to an insane asylum.
I also made a new 'friend' that i don't know what to do with. The best thing would probably be to just tell her that I want nothing to do with her and her problems. I don't even like her much as a person. And if my last relationship has taught me anything, it is that I can't be hanging out with people more insane than me. Even though I don't like her, I still wish that I could help her with accepting that she is a lesbian, and not kill herself. But I can barley keep my own shit together, I can't be anyone's shrink and lifeline. Well, we are going to spend time together on Tuesday, let's see how that works out. I don't like the idea that other people trust me to fix their lives when I can't fix my own or even trust myself with my own life some days.
Am I forever doomed to fall in Lust with people called Emma? Just looking at my history you would think that was the case. This time, she is a lesbian, but a taken one at that.
On the other hand, I think I'm once again in a relationship. Not sure yet, but a guy friend and me have been fooling around for a couple of months. And been getting to know each other very well. All through, he did have intercourse with a close friend of mine at our new years eve party. Not that I'm jealous, I'm happy that he got laid when I had done all the ground work but did not feel like finishing it. A party to remember, by the way. I finally got to second base with another friend of mine Iv'e been interested in for a long while. And a friend who's more gay than a unicorn farting rainbows. Thank Kali I did also made out with a girl, so hard that she lost her lip piercing. That was fun. I should go to more parties. And maybe stay away from 96% alcohol.
Maybe then I would not be so stupid to kiss that friend of mine who's had a heavy crush on me that got so bad we had to stop spending time together for some months. It's still awkward between us and I hope things aren't going to be weird between us. If it gets weird I can always say that I'm going to meet my sort of boyfriend the day after, and leave early. Which is true, I'm meeting him on Saturday. Especially tomorrow when we are going to have movie night at his place, just him and me.
Let's just say that my life in K-town more and more resembles a soap opera.
And that girlfriend I had? It's been over for 2-3 months now. Ended with me thinking she had killed herself or gotten committed to an insane asylum.
I also made a new 'friend' that i don't know what to do with. The best thing would probably be to just tell her that I want nothing to do with her and her problems. I don't even like her much as a person. And if my last relationship has taught me anything, it is that I can't be hanging out with people more insane than me. Even though I don't like her, I still wish that I could help her with accepting that she is a lesbian, and not kill herself. But I can barley keep my own shit together, I can't be anyone's shrink and lifeline. Well, we are going to spend time together on Tuesday, let's see how that works out. I don't like the idea that other people trust me to fix their lives when I can't fix my own or even trust myself with my own life some days.