Waiting for gods in the streets...

[diagnosticmad]

I can't sleep tonight at all even though last night I slept for twelve hours...the fan videos catch up on youtube helped pass the night in relative calm. I miss my husband. He's too damn far away in rehabilitation, learning braille, how to walk and be a person again

Comments

[hughville]

Nervous breakdowns are a bitch, aren't they? And the waiting is the worst. Waiting to see if life can still go on; waiting for our muses to return; waiting for some semblance of normalcy again.

I hope your muse returns and that your husband does well with his rehab. I also hope you get some sleep and some answers along with some peace. *hugs*

[twinni_two]

I've never had a nervous breakdown of any kind so I can't really talk about that. All I can say is *hugs*. I think that you're entitled to just go fuck this shit and cut loose any ties, any chains, like you're driving a chariot opf horses which keep pulling and bucking and tossing the chariot, you should just let go of the reins and see where they take you. I've learned that having moved to a foreign country, there've been so many times when I haven't understood what's going on, or have done something wrong through a misunderstanding or something like that, that I've just gone "aaaaan fuck it, if I do the work wrong I had the best intentions so what, or oh so what if I went to the wrong classroom and missed the class, I just think, hey I'm not perfect, I'm going to have to get used to making mistakes for the rest of my life, better start getting used to letting myself down, because afterall, I did rather well in some exams, everybody's saying my Spanish has improved enormously and I've cooked some really nice meals, and I just made