retiring this journal due to idiot(s) and lack of interest, got a new one elsewhere goodbye.

I think a guy is cute.

Does he know I exist?
...probably not...

a girl can imagine.

some random rambles:

I want sushi

I love window shopping on internet sites

Now I need more cash flow so I don't need to window shop

Why is urban outfitters ridiculously expensive?

I think I want to go to a trade school

and do dental assisting

I really like your teefff.

i really am doing the best i can with what i've got. people doubt me, but it just gives me more reasons to prove them wrong. not only that, but i actually could care less what they think about me. i know it sounds quite selfish, but i'm doing what i feel will make me a happier person. i drained my energy into something that never got the feedback i ( Read more... )

Nobody reads this so I can just pour out whatever I feel. This past week has been nothing but bad luck, but I feel it was all a part of a challenge for myself to see if I can make it being alone, and I can. Mistakes and misfortune happen, but they aren't going to ruin my life because I've still got so much more fortune in my life to think about. A ( Read more... )

It's funny how old I'm getting. I never want to forget who I am, I don't want to fall into a boring catagory.

I just wanna ride on the ocean tide, just doing my own thing.

the only thing inspiring myself is my past.

sometimes I drive so fast, just to feel the danger.

" i've never cared about something so much in my life to let it bother me as much as it does. you're the only person i constantly worry about and the only person i can't help but to cry when i see you or talk about you with other people. i hope you realize what you're doing to yourself and everyone around you. the day something really happens to ( Read more... )

seems i'm going through some changes.

definitely premature stages, but I can feel it.

I want to move to somewhere where it always rains,
just for a year.

enjoy the beauty of this world, outside of california, we are just one state out of 50 more.

wake up your eyes, and darling your smile ( Read more... )