the end to all ends

[dialmyvial]

you know on december 28th 2003 i started to date the most wonderful girl in the world... i thought i found the one... hell i still do think that... she said that she had her last straw on newyears eve... and to be honest that was the day i found the true power of love... and the devestating force of finding out the feeling isnt mutual... its not

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[indigojferret]

Heh.. You have to give yourself some credit though; It's not your fault that a lot of the people you meet turn out to be total douchebags. In which case, it's not a bad thing that you don't want them around

[dialmyvial]

yeah, but it just feels like its all my fault when i know its not, and i still live with her possibly for a whole more month... it just feels like... well, i dont know know what it feels like... thats why i am so ripped up about all of this... she is starting to make our relationship seem like me and my moms relationship... (besides the fact i didnt/will never sleep with my mom) she tells me i am showing emotions that i wasnt and that i whine about things... but its like right after i bring something up... so its starting to set in that one day our ways are going to part in a horrible way and i will never see her again... except this time i will actualy love the person... its really fucking me up inside man... i cant go to sleep till 6 or 7 in the morning... hmph... i hope your online...

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