Failsafe

[diamondbarrow]

I'm suddenly less ok than I have been, lately. I was laying in bed a couple nights ago, unable to sleep for the thought stream, when I came to the realization that I want to fail. I'm so deathly afraid of trying and failing that I would rather just fail by default, I guess. I'm caught in this fallacious thought pattern that if I can't do something

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[eibach]

Wait, why would you need to file for bankruptcy? What loans do you need to pay off?

Anyway, I don't know that there's any silver bullet for any of this, but I'd wager that moving out would probably help. It'd be scary as hell, but it'd force you into a situation of at least semi-independence, and it's amazing how much you'll grow as a person by putting yourself into that position of change. Do you have any options, moving wise?

[diamondbarrow]

I have some credit card debt and medical bills that I can't pay off.